Lebih Indah

Entah kenapa saya semakin lama merasa semakin tidak mempunyai tujuan hidup. Bukan berarti saya sudah lelah akan kehidupan ini dan tidak mempunyai semangat hidup sama sekali ya. Saya malah bersemangat sekali untuk hidup. Untuk mengetahui hal2 apa saja di luar sana yang telah menanti saya. Cuman ya itu. Saya rasa kadang hidup saya itu terlalu monoton. Saya ingin melakukan sesuatu yang menanantang. Sesuatu yang baru dan belum pernah saya lakukan sebelumnya. Rasa2nya saya ingin pergi ke belahan negara lain di dunia ini dan memulai segala sesuatunya dari awal. Sounds weird? Memang! Hahaha

finally home ;)

hoooome~~
finallly after a loooong time
say "yeaaah" everybody
then just relax.do not think bout anything.just be happy when there's a time haha!
so this morning arrived at jakarta then picked up by my dad at the station then we went home by bus and public transport.wiw, after a long time yeah~
then have a very short rest then took a bath and prepared to go to somewhere which i dont know who the hell are the person in that place.theres someone handsome yea~ but looks like cant reach a longer information of that guy cause truthfully he's my nephew(?) hell banget~
sooo, i have nothing to say now.im just so fucking tired yeah.im kinda bored to everything that exists in this world.so gotta say bye now. byeee~~

안녕 302M 방~

tonight is my last night in this room.302merapi.tomorrow i'll move.move to the real "kost2an".haha :)
actually a lit bit sad yea.not because the securities or the persons.but the room itself.in this room id been crying all out loud.saying all of my problems and dissapoinments.in this room id been asked my self the reason why i'm here.what makes me here.and i still dont know the reason yet~
gw inget bgt gw pertama kali nangis disini krn nyokap gw.karena gw kangen bgt ama dia.dan pengen bgt balik ke tng nemenin nyokap ama bokap gw.ampe sekarang jg msh sering kyk gt kok :") trus tntg my ex-roomate.yes, i did cry bout that something girl.haha.ah pokonya banyak deh.dan mgkn gw nanti ga bisa nangis lg sekeras itu di kamar baru gw.karena karena ... haha yasudalah ya
my dad is on his way to jogja.bless him God.i believe in You.
안녕 302M 방~~