Damn for this shitty pain. I think I'll have my period time. I really don't like it. So freaking MUCH. That gives me so much pain that sometimes I can't hold.
Ok, so there are 2 days left before the end of 2011. What a fast one. Didn't realize that time's walking so fast. And we'll face 2012. People usually have some kind of resolution. But not for me. I'm not one of those persons. I just wanna live my life whatever it takes. I have dreams of course. But it's still unsure. Yeaa
Ok, now I feel so suck ya. Don't know why. It's rainy here. Just like my feeling. So blue. I think, one of my friend's so annoyed with me. I just made her waiting and fucking in her eyes pain. Sorry. I didn't mean it. I just regretted some of my mistakes. I just should back home soon. I just should hold my hungryness. After thinking about it again, well, my stomach isn't that hungry. Stupid me. Now, I feel guilty to her. How to react with her tomorrow? Facing her or talking with her? Well, just stay cool, rin. Just like you normally do
Ok, then my mood isn't so good now. My dad called me and I kinda like fee annoyed so He just turn it off. Sorry dad, didn't mean it. Really. I just wanna being home so soon yea. Feeling so lonely here. Damn, I think I don't wanna back to Jogja again. Stuck in Tangerang, pleaaasee.
29 Desember 2011
22 Desember 2011
This is it
It's not about Farah Quinn or the recipe of making some foods. It's about me
Gw lagi mikir. Bukan galau ye. Cuma bingung aja. Bingung, kenapa gw suka mikirin hal2 yg aneh atau random gt. Bukan hal2 porno gt ya. Note it
Gw mikir, eksistensi gw di kelas itu kira2 penting ga yaaa. Apa kalo gw ga ada, semuanya bakal sama aja? Ato ada yg berbeda? Ya pasti ada lah, misalnya jumlah muridnya gitu. Oon deh lo rin -__-"
Gw mikir, keberadaan gw itu nyusahin orang2 di sekitar gw ga sih? Kayaknya nyusahin yaa. Minta ditemenin ke sini, minta dianterin ke situ. Ga bisa berdiri sendiri. Well, actually I can. But yeaaa, you know laaah
Entah kenapa kadang gw mikir (lagi) kalo ada beberapa temen gw yg kesel ama gw. Ya iyalah. Gw jg kadang kesel ama temen2 gw kok. But then, like Tumblr says, I was born to this world not to please anyone yeaa. I like that quote! Gw bangeeet gitu looooh hehe :)
Kadang, sikap kecil yg secara ga sengaja ditunjukkan seseorang itu malah bisa buat gw sensitif lo. Ga tau deh kalo mereka itu nyadar apa engga utk membuat gw mikir melulu. Ga ngerti maksud kata2 gw di atas ya? Ya udah ga usah ngerti deh~ Gw malah lebih suka orang yg kalo ga suka ya tunjukkin aja ga suka! Ga usah bermuka dua gitu. Jgn cuman ngasi sinyal ga suka doang. Adanya jd pikiran gw terus. Trus entar gw stress lageeeh. Haha.
Ah udah ah makin ngaco gw nih ngomongnyaa. Jal Jayooo. Niteeee ^,^
Gw lagi mikir. Bukan galau ye. Cuma bingung aja. Bingung, kenapa gw suka mikirin hal2 yg aneh atau random gt. Bukan hal2 porno gt ya. Note it
Gw mikir, eksistensi gw di kelas itu kira2 penting ga yaaa. Apa kalo gw ga ada, semuanya bakal sama aja? Ato ada yg berbeda? Ya pasti ada lah, misalnya jumlah muridnya gitu. Oon deh lo rin -__-"
Gw mikir, keberadaan gw itu nyusahin orang2 di sekitar gw ga sih? Kayaknya nyusahin yaa. Minta ditemenin ke sini, minta dianterin ke situ. Ga bisa berdiri sendiri. Well, actually I can. But yeaaa, you know laaah
Entah kenapa kadang gw mikir (lagi) kalo ada beberapa temen gw yg kesel ama gw. Ya iyalah. Gw jg kadang kesel ama temen2 gw kok. But then, like Tumblr says, I was born to this world not to please anyone yeaa. I like that quote! Gw bangeeet gitu looooh hehe :)
Kadang, sikap kecil yg secara ga sengaja ditunjukkan seseorang itu malah bisa buat gw sensitif lo. Ga tau deh kalo mereka itu nyadar apa engga utk membuat gw mikir melulu. Ga ngerti maksud kata2 gw di atas ya? Ya udah ga usah ngerti deh~ Gw malah lebih suka orang yg kalo ga suka ya tunjukkin aja ga suka! Ga usah bermuka dua gitu. Jgn cuman ngasi sinyal ga suka doang. Adanya jd pikiran gw terus. Trus entar gw stress lageeeh. Haha.
Ah udah ah makin ngaco gw nih ngomongnyaa. Jal Jayooo. Niteeee ^,^
Happy Mother's Day
Today is 22th of December. So, congratulation for all moms in Indonesia and every part of the world. Such a blessing to being a mom. Someday, I'll be kinda like you too :)
Then, this morning I sent a message to my mom which is sounded like this
"Ma, selamat hari Ibu nasional. Tetap menjadi Ibu yg hebat ya. Maaf kalo selama ini nyusahin. Kangeen mama. God bless"
Then, 10 minutes later, my mom replied
"Makasih ya say, mama tunggu dr td kok ga ada ya ucapan dr Arin gt,mama selalu doain kamu, jaga kesehatanmu ya. I love you too, eh salah gak bahasa ingg mama"
Well, what else can I do after reading that one. My tears were falling down. Not too much. But my heart's fluttering. I really wanna meet my mom. So freaking muuuuuch. Can I just go escape from this place. Can I hug my mom for a while.
Mom, thank you for being here for me. Thank you for the love you've given to me. I know, I can't return your love as much as you gave to me. But, I promise you one thing. I'll make you proud of me. Whatever the way. I will show you and dad also, that your workings aren't useless. Just wait until that day yaaa :)
Ok, off to the previous topic, I just bought something that made me so frustrating. Bought a Christmas edition's headband. And wanna know the price? Actually, at first I thought the price was only Rp 25.000 but when I go to the cashier, jeeeng jeeeng, Rp 42.000. Meeeen, mahal bangeeet yee. Hahaha. Ya udahlah gw anggap amal di hari raya aja ya
Then, this morning I sent a message to my mom which is sounded like this
"Ma, selamat hari Ibu nasional. Tetap menjadi Ibu yg hebat ya. Maaf kalo selama ini nyusahin. Kangeen mama. God bless"
Then, 10 minutes later, my mom replied
"Makasih ya say, mama tunggu dr td kok ga ada ya ucapan dr Arin gt,mama selalu doain kamu, jaga kesehatanmu ya. I love you too, eh salah gak bahasa ingg mama"
Well, what else can I do after reading that one. My tears were falling down. Not too much. But my heart's fluttering. I really wanna meet my mom. So freaking muuuuuch. Can I just go escape from this place. Can I hug my mom for a while.
Mom, thank you for being here for me. Thank you for the love you've given to me. I know, I can't return your love as much as you gave to me. But, I promise you one thing. I'll make you proud of me. Whatever the way. I will show you and dad also, that your workings aren't useless. Just wait until that day yaaa :)
Ok, off to the previous topic, I just bought something that made me so frustrating. Bought a Christmas edition's headband. And wanna know the price? Actually, at first I thought the price was only Rp 25.000 but when I go to the cashier, jeeeng jeeeng, Rp 42.000. Meeeen, mahal bangeeet yee. Hahaha. Ya udahlah gw anggap amal di hari raya aja ya
17 Desember 2011
An unexpected victory
Wanna tell a story about the event in my university. Exaclty, in my faculty
Jd, setiap tahunnya itu, fakultas gw ngadain event tahunan. Eventnya itu ga cuma sehari. Acaranya jg banyak, ada seminar, pertunjukan musik, teater dan lain sebagainya. Seminarnya jg ngundang orang yg ga main2 loh, kayak Deddy Mizwar, Taufik Ismail, dan Sudiwo Tejo. Gw ngeliat yg Taufik Ismail doang, soalnya yg 2 lainnya gw ada kuliah.
Ok, di acara ini jd setiap jurusan tuh mesti nampilin pertunjukan gt dlm waktu maks.15 menit. Dan yg nampilin harus maba alias mahasiswa baru. Sebenernya tuh kita dikasi waktu buat latihan gt udah lama banget tp kelas gw bingung mau nampilin apa. Ganti2 terus temanya. Tiap kalinya ngumpul buat latihan eh ga taunya besoknya dah ganti lg temanya. Sumpa, kita tuh depresi berat apalagi ngeliat jurusan lain udah pd latian terus kyknya niat banget gt nampilnya. Jadinya, ide pun baru bener2 pasti pas hari Rabu minggu lalu sedangkan kita tampil hari Kamis minggu ini. So, kita pun bener2 latihan hari itu. Malah gw mesti nari pula. Wkakak. Ga kebayang deh gw beneran jadinya kyk apaan tuh entar.
Jurusan gw nampilin kyk pertunjukan masak di suatu Kerajaan yg lg pesta panen raya. Ada raja plus dayang2, terus ada samulnorinya jg, ada Hansam-chum nya, dan ada tambahan penari2 lain. Kita sih pasraha aja ya mau menang apa engga, yg jelas udah tampil. Biar ga disuruh bayar jg ceritanya. Dan pas hari Senin kemarin, kita dikasih tau kalo jadwal penampilan kita tuh dipercepat jd hari Rabu. Well everyone's panic that day. Apalagi kita belum dapet kostum buat tampilnya gt. Anak2 D3 yg ditugaskan untuk ngurusin hal2 kyk gitu. Apalagi yg namaya minjem Hanbok itu, susah loh. Izin minjemnya maksudnya
Dan alam pun berpihak pada kita. Hanbok dan lain2 udah dapat teratasi di hari H. Oh ya, sebelumnya gw mau ngasi tau, setiap kita mau latihan gt, kita kan latihan di Plasa lt.2 ya, terus kita tuh selalu bagi 2 gitu ama jurusan lain yaitu Sastra Arab. Trus, mereka tuh serius banget deh latiannya. Niat banget! Anak2 Sastra Inggris jg, rajin bener latiannya. Kalo Sastra Jepang, kita ga pernah liat mereka latihan. Tp kyknya menurut kita, penampilan mereka tuh bakalan keren bgt.
Detik2 sebelum kita tampil pun berlalu dgn sangat hectic ya. Mesti dandan sana-sini. Malah agak menor2 gitu lg. Katanya kalo di panggung dan lighting tuh ga bakal terlalu keliatan gt. Tetep aja menurut gw, aneh. Ohya, selain buat kimbab (bohongan), kita jg bagi2 kimbab2 gratis ke penonton gt. Well, everyone's happy. For those who got the kimbab, of course. Secara basic gw bkn penari, jadilah tarian gw tuh aneh. Gw cmn bisa nyengir doang pas tampil :D
And the next day, jurusan2 yg belum tampil kyk Parwi, SasJep, Antro, SasIndo, dan Sastra Perancis gitu tampil. Gw ama beberapa temen gw iseng2 ngeliat gt. Menurut gw Parwi keren jg, kalo Jepang entah kenapa walopun bagus tapi gw ga tertarik. Kalo Perancis, agak krg menarik gt ya. Malah, mereka ada tari2an yg make lagu Korea gt. Well, you're out of context, guys~ Gw ga liat acaranya ampe akhir ya. Gila aja ampe jam 12 gitu katanya. Dan pas tengah malem, gw dapet sms kalo jurusan gw tuh menang juara 3. Wow, it's really unexpected yea. Seeing how good the other departments. Kata seonbae gw, kita tuh menang di konsep gt. Katanya konsep kita bagus trus penampilannya jg rapi. Well, harus gw akuin, konsep jurusan gw emg beda gt ama jurusan lain. Hihi. Seneng bgt deh akhirnya kerja keras kita ga sia2. Thank God :)
Jd, setiap tahunnya itu, fakultas gw ngadain event tahunan. Eventnya itu ga cuma sehari. Acaranya jg banyak, ada seminar, pertunjukan musik, teater dan lain sebagainya. Seminarnya jg ngundang orang yg ga main2 loh, kayak Deddy Mizwar, Taufik Ismail, dan Sudiwo Tejo. Gw ngeliat yg Taufik Ismail doang, soalnya yg 2 lainnya gw ada kuliah.
Ok, di acara ini jd setiap jurusan tuh mesti nampilin pertunjukan gt dlm waktu maks.15 menit. Dan yg nampilin harus maba alias mahasiswa baru. Sebenernya tuh kita dikasi waktu buat latihan gt udah lama banget tp kelas gw bingung mau nampilin apa. Ganti2 terus temanya. Tiap kalinya ngumpul buat latihan eh ga taunya besoknya dah ganti lg temanya. Sumpa, kita tuh depresi berat apalagi ngeliat jurusan lain udah pd latian terus kyknya niat banget gt nampilnya. Jadinya, ide pun baru bener2 pasti pas hari Rabu minggu lalu sedangkan kita tampil hari Kamis minggu ini. So, kita pun bener2 latihan hari itu. Malah gw mesti nari pula. Wkakak. Ga kebayang deh gw beneran jadinya kyk apaan tuh entar.
Jurusan gw nampilin kyk pertunjukan masak di suatu Kerajaan yg lg pesta panen raya. Ada raja plus dayang2, terus ada samulnorinya jg, ada Hansam-chum nya, dan ada tambahan penari2 lain. Kita sih pasraha aja ya mau menang apa engga, yg jelas udah tampil. Biar ga disuruh bayar jg ceritanya. Dan pas hari Senin kemarin, kita dikasih tau kalo jadwal penampilan kita tuh dipercepat jd hari Rabu. Well everyone's panic that day. Apalagi kita belum dapet kostum buat tampilnya gt. Anak2 D3 yg ditugaskan untuk ngurusin hal2 kyk gitu. Apalagi yg namaya minjem Hanbok itu, susah loh. Izin minjemnya maksudnya
Dan alam pun berpihak pada kita. Hanbok dan lain2 udah dapat teratasi di hari H. Oh ya, sebelumnya gw mau ngasi tau, setiap kita mau latihan gt, kita kan latihan di Plasa lt.2 ya, terus kita tuh selalu bagi 2 gitu ama jurusan lain yaitu Sastra Arab. Trus, mereka tuh serius banget deh latiannya. Niat banget! Anak2 Sastra Inggris jg, rajin bener latiannya. Kalo Sastra Jepang, kita ga pernah liat mereka latihan. Tp kyknya menurut kita, penampilan mereka tuh bakalan keren bgt.
Detik2 sebelum kita tampil pun berlalu dgn sangat hectic ya. Mesti dandan sana-sini. Malah agak menor2 gitu lg. Katanya kalo di panggung dan lighting tuh ga bakal terlalu keliatan gt. Tetep aja menurut gw, aneh. Ohya, selain buat kimbab (bohongan), kita jg bagi2 kimbab2 gratis ke penonton gt. Well, everyone's happy. For those who got the kimbab, of course. Secara basic gw bkn penari, jadilah tarian gw tuh aneh. Gw cmn bisa nyengir doang pas tampil :D
And the next day, jurusan2 yg belum tampil kyk Parwi, SasJep, Antro, SasIndo, dan Sastra Perancis gitu tampil. Gw ama beberapa temen gw iseng2 ngeliat gt. Menurut gw Parwi keren jg, kalo Jepang entah kenapa walopun bagus tapi gw ga tertarik. Kalo Perancis, agak krg menarik gt ya. Malah, mereka ada tari2an yg make lagu Korea gt. Well, you're out of context, guys~ Gw ga liat acaranya ampe akhir ya. Gila aja ampe jam 12 gitu katanya. Dan pas tengah malem, gw dapet sms kalo jurusan gw tuh menang juara 3. Wow, it's really unexpected yea. Seeing how good the other departments. Kata seonbae gw, kita tuh menang di konsep gt. Katanya konsep kita bagus trus penampilannya jg rapi. Well, harus gw akuin, konsep jurusan gw emg beda gt ama jurusan lain. Hihi. Seneng bgt deh akhirnya kerja keras kita ga sia2. Thank God :)
28 November 2011
tangerang is the best
just arrived and jogja this morning.still freaking sleepy yea.and the taxi bill, omg, from airport to this place costed 60idr?freaking crazy yeaaa~
well,i think last week's really tired for me. many things happened.unaccidentally.sad but happy too. ahh molla~
dari nonton bola ampe jam 11an trus dimarahin satpam bsr, temen gw yg dateng ke bsr hampir tiap hari (minggu-rabu) trus akhirnya gw bisa noraebang-an jg ampe kbr tntg that shitty girl trus yg gw nangis minta pulang dan akhrnya gw bs balik tnrg jg.well, sbnrnya lbh dr itu cmn intinya gw cmn inget itu doang
haha dan skrg gw males bgt buat kuliah (sbnrnya dr dulu emg dah males) msh belum 100% ke major ini.jujur loh gw :D komunikasi msh terngiang2 di otak gw.walopun bokap gw blg komunikas itu blablabla but for me, that major is still into me.just see next year dah ya hehe :)
gw kangen nyokap gw.gw pengen cerita banyaak ke dia.gw pengen meluk dia.gw males balik jogja lg.jogja enak sih cmn ya gitu.gara2 that shitty girl gw jd males.coba waktu bs diulang yaa
well,i think last week's really tired for me. many things happened.unaccidentally.sad but happy too. ahh molla~
dari nonton bola ampe jam 11an trus dimarahin satpam bsr, temen gw yg dateng ke bsr hampir tiap hari (minggu-rabu) trus akhirnya gw bisa noraebang-an jg ampe kbr tntg that shitty girl trus yg gw nangis minta pulang dan akhrnya gw bs balik tnrg jg.well, sbnrnya lbh dr itu cmn intinya gw cmn inget itu doang
haha dan skrg gw males bgt buat kuliah (sbnrnya dr dulu emg dah males) msh belum 100% ke major ini.jujur loh gw :D komunikasi msh terngiang2 di otak gw.walopun bokap gw blg komunikas itu blablabla but for me, that major is still into me.just see next year dah ya hehe :)
gw kangen nyokap gw.gw pengen cerita banyaak ke dia.gw pengen meluk dia.gw males balik jogja lg.jogja enak sih cmn ya gitu.gara2 that shitty girl gw jd males.coba waktu bs diulang yaa
26 November 2011
Take Me Home
I'm so happy today. 27th of November 2011. Finally, I can go home. And now, guess where I am. At my lovely computer room. Hehe <3
Just arrived at Jakarta this morning then picked up by my dad to Tangerang. Ah, how I miss the atmosphere. Swear, I feel like I don't wanna go to Jogja anymore. Jogja is good but yeah, place where my parents are, is always be the best! Ok, control my self, relax and nuff says, I'll back to Jogja soon kok ekekeke~
Then, actually I still have a problem. In Jogja. With that shitty girl. Oh men, just look at her face, I think my tears are gonna falling down. It can't be like this anymore. Have to be separated. No matter what people'll say. It's my life. It's me. You're totally having zero mind about me.
Just met up with some juniors friends this night. Picked Mcdie as place to talk each other. Yes, I'm gonna die soon. Yesterday, I ate some Mcdie's foods too -__-" No problem lah. As long as I'm happy hehe
Ok, see you anytime guys!! My night hihihih
Just arrived at Jakarta this morning then picked up by my dad to Tangerang. Ah, how I miss the atmosphere. Swear, I feel like I don't wanna go to Jogja anymore. Jogja is good but yeah, place where my parents are, is always be the best! Ok, control my self, relax and nuff says, I'll back to Jogja soon kok ekekeke~
Then, actually I still have a problem. In Jogja. With that shitty girl. Oh men, just look at her face, I think my tears are gonna falling down. It can't be like this anymore. Have to be separated. No matter what people'll say. It's my life. It's me. You're totally having zero mind about me.
Just met up with some juniors friends this night. Picked Mcdie as place to talk each other. Yes, I'm gonna die soon. Yesterday, I ate some Mcdie's foods too -__-" No problem lah. As long as I'm happy hehe
Ok, see you anytime guys!! My night hihihih
24 November 2011
Mixed Feeling
Gw ga tau gimana perasaan gw sekarang. Mixed abis. Entah seneng karena abis karaokean bareng temen gw. Atau mesti sedih krn pemberitahuan yg br saja gw denger dr office.
Pemberitahuan apa itu mendingan ga usah gw kasih tau disini. Tambah bikin sakit hati soalnya. Gw bener2 pengen nangis tp ga ngerti jg alesan yg jelas buat nangis. Dan ya, gw tiba2 aja pengen pulang. Banget.
Gw, bukan orang yang baik. Gw jg bkn temen yg asyik. Gw bukan pembicara yg baik pula. Pokoknya intinya yg baik2 itu jauh bgt deh dari gw. Gw itu sebenernya penakut. Walopun mungkin banyak orang ngeliatnya ga gitu. Hal yg plg gw takutin di dunia ini yaitu Tuhan. Yes, karena ada firman mengatakan "takut akan Tuhan adalah awal dari pengetahuan." Hal kedua yg gw takutin itu, gw takut bgt kehilangan orang tua gw. Bener2 takut bgt. Gw belum dan mungkin ga akan pernah bisa bayangin hidup gw tnp mereka. They're my life. They're the reaason why I'm here. Why I'm still standing on.
Ok, balik ke alasan mixed feeling gw ya. Gw tau mgkn skrg ada orang yg udah ilfeel abis ama gw. Yg udah ga tahan deket2 gw. Kyknya ga perlu gw ceritain siapa deh. Mungkin ada yg tau jg. Dia bahkan udah berinisiatif utk menjauh dari gw. Tanpa gw ketahui. Dan baru gw ketahui td siang. It's such of a fuck thing. Really. Dan hal yg buat gw sedih, mungkin dia udah segitu eneknya kali ama gw ya. Gw jujur jg dah enek bgt ama dia. Tapi gw kira dia jg mau inisiatif ngomong ama gw jg kek. Kalo gini caranya kan gw jd kyk orang bego gitu. Ya udahlah bodo amet. Gw jg dah ga peduli lg. Titik
Pemberitahuan apa itu mendingan ga usah gw kasih tau disini. Tambah bikin sakit hati soalnya. Gw bener2 pengen nangis tp ga ngerti jg alesan yg jelas buat nangis. Dan ya, gw tiba2 aja pengen pulang. Banget.
Gw, bukan orang yang baik. Gw jg bkn temen yg asyik. Gw bukan pembicara yg baik pula. Pokoknya intinya yg baik2 itu jauh bgt deh dari gw. Gw itu sebenernya penakut. Walopun mungkin banyak orang ngeliatnya ga gitu. Hal yg plg gw takutin di dunia ini yaitu Tuhan. Yes, karena ada firman mengatakan "takut akan Tuhan adalah awal dari pengetahuan." Hal kedua yg gw takutin itu, gw takut bgt kehilangan orang tua gw. Bener2 takut bgt. Gw belum dan mungkin ga akan pernah bisa bayangin hidup gw tnp mereka. They're my life. They're the reaason why I'm here. Why I'm still standing on.
Ok, balik ke alasan mixed feeling gw ya. Gw tau mgkn skrg ada orang yg udah ilfeel abis ama gw. Yg udah ga tahan deket2 gw. Kyknya ga perlu gw ceritain siapa deh. Mungkin ada yg tau jg. Dia bahkan udah berinisiatif utk menjauh dari gw. Tanpa gw ketahui. Dan baru gw ketahui td siang. It's such of a fuck thing. Really. Dan hal yg buat gw sedih, mungkin dia udah segitu eneknya kali ama gw ya. Gw jujur jg dah enek bgt ama dia. Tapi gw kira dia jg mau inisiatif ngomong ama gw jg kek. Kalo gini caranya kan gw jd kyk orang bego gitu. Ya udahlah bodo amet. Gw jg dah ga peduli lg. Titik
23 November 2011
Typical of Me
오늘은 수업이 없습니다
So, I just wake up at 10.00 AM eh bukan deng jam 11.30 AM. Sesuatu banget kan ya tuh gw. Gw ga tau mimpiin apa aja dalem otak gw ampe baru bangun jam segitu. Hmppp. Well, abis bangun gw browsing bentar abis itu nyuci baju terus makan bubur instan abis itu. Abis itu.......... gw tidur lagi. Ya, kehidupan yg sangat monoton bukan? Gw tidur dari jam 2an ampe bangun lagi jam 5an. Shit yea, binatang aja ga tidur selama itu dalam sehari. Kecuali kalo dia hibernasi ya. Ya udah lupain aja itu sekarang go to another topic
Sebenernya nyindir orang lewat jejaring sosial kyk facebook, twitter atau blog gitu2 ga salah kan? Kita kan cuman nyuarain suara kita doang? Boleh dong? Toh ini negara demokrasi *agaklebai* Tapi ada kalanya 'orang yg kita sindir itu ngerasa trus balik nyindir kita eh yg ada jd war gt deh. War di dunia maya tp in real life, it's nothing. And when world turns like that, it seems we're living in the fake world. Semua manusia tuh keliatan palsu gitu di mata kita. Termasuk diri kita sendiri. Gitu ga sih?
Ya itu cuman opini gw doang sih. Gw sebenernya termasuk org yg netral walopun gw agak 'menikmati' gt kalo ada yg berantem ato gimana gt. Jahat ya? Ngga jg kok. Gw cmn ga mau hidup tuh keliatan 'monoton'. Secara ya hidup tuh cuman sekali gitu.
Ok, kayaknya sekian aja yg bisa gw sampekan sodara2. Besok, gw akan secara nyata menyatakn suara gw. Asli, suara gw! Noraebang gitu loh! Haha
So, I just wake up at 10.00 AM eh bukan deng jam 11.30 AM. Sesuatu banget kan ya tuh gw. Gw ga tau mimpiin apa aja dalem otak gw ampe baru bangun jam segitu. Hmppp. Well, abis bangun gw browsing bentar abis itu nyuci baju terus makan bubur instan abis itu. Abis itu.......... gw tidur lagi. Ya, kehidupan yg sangat monoton bukan? Gw tidur dari jam 2an ampe bangun lagi jam 5an. Shit yea, binatang aja ga tidur selama itu dalam sehari. Kecuali kalo dia hibernasi ya. Ya udah lupain aja itu sekarang go to another topic
Sebenernya nyindir orang lewat jejaring sosial kyk facebook, twitter atau blog gitu2 ga salah kan? Kita kan cuman nyuarain suara kita doang? Boleh dong? Toh ini negara demokrasi *agaklebai* Tapi ada kalanya 'orang yg kita sindir itu ngerasa trus balik nyindir kita eh yg ada jd war gt deh. War di dunia maya tp in real life, it's nothing. And when world turns like that, it seems we're living in the fake world. Semua manusia tuh keliatan palsu gitu di mata kita. Termasuk diri kita sendiri. Gitu ga sih?
Ya itu cuman opini gw doang sih. Gw sebenernya termasuk org yg netral walopun gw agak 'menikmati' gt kalo ada yg berantem ato gimana gt. Jahat ya? Ngga jg kok. Gw cmn ga mau hidup tuh keliatan 'monoton'. Secara ya hidup tuh cuman sekali gitu.
Ok, kayaknya sekian aja yg bisa gw sampekan sodara2. Besok, gw akan secara nyata menyatakn suara gw. Asli, suara gw! Noraebang gitu loh! Haha
22 November 2011
Niat Baik
Ok, sebenarnya apa yg akan gw ceritain ini agak2 absurd atau awkward gitu deh utk dibicarin. Sebenernya salah ga sih kalo kita ngomongin orang atau nyindir orang lewat jejaring sosial? Engga kan? Toh, itu akun, akun kita sendiri. Suka2 kita lah yah. Mungkin kedengerannya pengecut atau apa gt, tapi toh kita kan cuman nyuarain suara kita doang. Sukur2 kalo yg kita sindir itu nyadar sendiri terus intropeksi diri gt ya. Apa mungkin malah jd perang gt kali ye? Ngga tau deh kalo itu mah. Tergantung orangnya sendiri juga sih ya -__-"
I want to talk about my roommate now. Hopefully, she won't read this one. Well, harus gw akuin gw bener2 ga bisa akrab ama dia. Ga tau kenapa. Sebenernya jg, gw pengen bgt bisa "akrab" ama dia. Tapi gw bingung mau mule darimana. Dia tuh kyk ga welcome gt deh ama gw. Malahan temennya kali yg lebih ramah .___. Ya mgkn yg bisa menjawab semua ini hanya waktu kali ya. Gw sndr jg bingung jelasinnya gimana haha. Help me, God ;__;
Ok, kemarin gw sama temen2 gw mengalami hal yg mgkn agak absurd plus aneh bgt. Sore2, temen gw ngajak out gitu deh niatnya buat ngerjain paper PY (inisial dosen). Kalo gw ga ikut jg gapapa sih soalnya tugas gw jg dah selese gini. Abis bosen sih gw di asrama haha. Beneran deh gw pengen bgt cepet2 keluar dr BSR. Dah ga ga ga kuaat~ Akhirnya kita ke kafe gt deh di daerah mana gw jg lupa. Sekalian nobar final sepakbola Indo vs Malay. Haha! Jujur gw mah ga terlalu excited2 bgt ama bola. Cuman mgkn rasa nasionalisme gw tb2 aja keluar ye jd gw mau2 aja tuh nontonnya. Dan yg gw ga sangka, kita tuh out ampe jam 10an gt. Oke, tb2 aja gw jd was2 krn for your info, pagar BSR tutup jam 10.00 malam saudara2! Dan yg lebih parah lg, perut gw LAPER bangeet. Maag gw kambuh. Gaswaat! Kita pun memutuskan utk makan di depan FKH dulu. Dan, oh meeen kita br nyampe BSR hampir jam setengah 12an gitu. Anjriit gw aja di Tangerang ga perna pulang semalem itu. Nakal deh gw disini haha. Pak satpamnya kyk nasehatin kita gt terus nama gw ama temen gw yg di BSR jg, dicatet gt. Haha. Trus yg lebih paraaah lg, mobil temen gw nabrak pagar pembatas Fak.Peternakan gt. Anjriit bunyinya keras bgt dan bekasnya jg keliatan bgt! Wkakak gw jd ga enak bgt deh sumpa. Malah nyokap gw marah2 gt krn gw pulang kemaleman. Bokap gw mah nyante aja. Ya gw jg ga mau lg kok keluar ampe semalem itu. Hehe
I want to talk about my roommate now. Hopefully, she won't read this one. Well, harus gw akuin gw bener2 ga bisa akrab ama dia. Ga tau kenapa. Sebenernya jg, gw pengen bgt bisa "akrab" ama dia. Tapi gw bingung mau mule darimana. Dia tuh kyk ga welcome gt deh ama gw. Malahan temennya kali yg lebih ramah .___. Ya mgkn yg bisa menjawab semua ini hanya waktu kali ya. Gw sndr jg bingung jelasinnya gimana haha. Help me, God ;__;
Ok, kemarin gw sama temen2 gw mengalami hal yg mgkn agak absurd plus aneh bgt. Sore2, temen gw ngajak out gitu deh niatnya buat ngerjain paper PY (inisial dosen). Kalo gw ga ikut jg gapapa sih soalnya tugas gw jg dah selese gini. Abis bosen sih gw di asrama haha. Beneran deh gw pengen bgt cepet2 keluar dr BSR. Dah ga ga ga kuaat~ Akhirnya kita ke kafe gt deh di daerah mana gw jg lupa. Sekalian nobar final sepakbola Indo vs Malay. Haha! Jujur gw mah ga terlalu excited2 bgt ama bola. Cuman mgkn rasa nasionalisme gw tb2 aja keluar ye jd gw mau2 aja tuh nontonnya. Dan yg gw ga sangka, kita tuh out ampe jam 10an gt. Oke, tb2 aja gw jd was2 krn for your info, pagar BSR tutup jam 10.00 malam saudara2! Dan yg lebih parah lg, perut gw LAPER bangeet. Maag gw kambuh. Gaswaat! Kita pun memutuskan utk makan di depan FKH dulu. Dan, oh meeen kita br nyampe BSR hampir jam setengah 12an gitu. Anjriit gw aja di Tangerang ga perna pulang semalem itu. Nakal deh gw disini haha. Pak satpamnya kyk nasehatin kita gt terus nama gw ama temen gw yg di BSR jg, dicatet gt. Haha. Trus yg lebih paraaah lg, mobil temen gw nabrak pagar pembatas Fak.Peternakan gt. Anjriit bunyinya keras bgt dan bekasnya jg keliatan bgt! Wkakak gw jd ga enak bgt deh sumpa. Malah nyokap gw marah2 gt krn gw pulang kemaleman. Bokap gw mah nyante aja. Ya gw jg ga mau lg kok keluar ampe semalem itu. Hehe
20 November 2011
december please come faster
as what i said in the title, yes pleaaase dear lovely december, come fasteeeer to me :( i cant wait any longer to be homee.meet my family, especially my mom and dad.wanna hug and kiss them >,<
actually there are many things i want to tell but im so sleepy right now
later on yaa i'll tell here (if i still remember) hehe :D
actually there are many things i want to tell but im so sleepy right now
later on yaa i'll tell here (if i still remember) hehe :D
11 November 2011
STAY
ok, i'd just finished my test this afternoon, pendidikan agama kristen and it's so fucking hillarious. y know why?cause i just wrote everything w/out thinking whether it's right or not.yg jelas panjang aja ampe berapa baris ekkeke~
hari ini tgl 11 bulan 11 tahun 2011.it's really a nice day ya!haha everyone hopes for the special thing but theres nothing special obviously.tadinya gw seneng gt krn gw liat favorite saram gw gt di kampus.gila dah lama bgt deh gw ga ngeliat dia sktr 10 hari gitu~ padahal pas paginya gw mikir "udah lah biarin aja tuh orang.kalo jodoh ya udah kalo engga jg ya terserah" eh ga taunya waktu berkata lain ya tp sayang oh sayang gw cmn liat dia sebentar doang.well then it's the answer maybe.gw rasa he has a girlfriend already.hahaha then all i can say is just RMFLAO (for me)
ok, temen2 gw yg dr jakarta dah pd pulang ke jakarta.ada 2 orang.dan 1 orang lg bakalan pulang sktr akhir november.ada 1 lg sih yg dr jakarta yg msh menetap haha.ditanya mau balik apa engga ya jelas gw mau balik lah.gw kangen bonyok gw.gw kangen rumah gw.gw kangen kamar gw yg berAC.gw kangen nonton TV kabel.well intinya gw kangen segala cozyness in my home.freaking much ya.rasanya ga sabar pengen cepet2 desember tau ga?!
hari ini tgl 11 bulan 11 tahun 2011.it's really a nice day ya!haha everyone hopes for the special thing but theres nothing special obviously.tadinya gw seneng gt krn gw liat favorite saram gw gt di kampus.gila dah lama bgt deh gw ga ngeliat dia sktr 10 hari gitu~ padahal pas paginya gw mikir "udah lah biarin aja tuh orang.kalo jodoh ya udah kalo engga jg ya terserah" eh ga taunya waktu berkata lain ya tp sayang oh sayang gw cmn liat dia sebentar doang.well then it's the answer maybe.gw rasa he has a girlfriend already.hahaha then all i can say is just RMFLAO (for me)
ok, temen2 gw yg dr jakarta dah pd pulang ke jakarta.ada 2 orang.dan 1 orang lg bakalan pulang sktr akhir november.ada 1 lg sih yg dr jakarta yg msh menetap haha.ditanya mau balik apa engga ya jelas gw mau balik lah.gw kangen bonyok gw.gw kangen rumah gw.gw kangen kamar gw yg berAC.gw kangen nonton TV kabel.well intinya gw kangen segala cozyness in my home.freaking much ya.rasanya ga sabar pengen cepet2 desember tau ga?!
08 November 2011
it's about how you see it
it's not a big deal for me but then why you make it so big ...
this story isn't about me but i'm included yea~
i dont satirize my friends or what, i just wonder.for your info, i'm a big dreamer or you can call it a big imaginer
we're just being together for some months, but then so many stories made among us. we've known some of our true colors. well, can i say it colors?it's called personality i think.we're not the same as others so why you complain.why you talk it like it's a big deal.once again, i'm not satirizing anyone in this world yea~
i dont know about my friend's opinion bout me.you can think anything bout me.it's ur choice.then i have my own opinion bout myself that you guys dont need to know.i have my own life too ekeke~ some people may think i'm afunny person,or cablak or muka datar or muka jutek or whatever dah tp lg2 semuanya itu ada di tangan lo semua mau mikir gw kyk gimana.gw ga bakalan peduli.kenapa?krn gw hidup buat diri gw sendiri.it seems selfish but then kenapa kita hrs ribut ngurusin orang lain sementara ngurus diri sendiri aja kita belom bener?~
judging a person doesn't define who they are it defines who you are. well it's so true.seperti gw blg td, balik lagi ke diri masing2 gimana lo ngadepin semua yg terjadi dalem hidup lo.lo nganggep itu masalah tp sebagian orang nganggep itu challenge.dari situ aja dah keliatan kan?
about me.i dont know how to describe myself as well.kalo disuru cerita tntg kepribadian gw scr khusus gt gw sendiri jg bakalan bingung.gw bkn orang yg ramah terhadap org baru.gw pengen baca situasi dulu br gw bs mutusin sikap apa yg hrs gw ambil.it's about first opinion ya guys.gw bkn org yg religius.itu gw akuin.tp gw percaya bgt ama iman yg gw miliki.gw yakin Tuhan pst selalu beserta gw.senang atopun sedih.Dia punya jalannya sendiri utk hidup gw.yg kedua,gw bkn org yg rajin.rajin belajar?it's not GUE BANGET. gw sendiri jg ga ngerti napa gw bisa masuk UGM yg mer.univ bergengsi di Indo.Jalan Tuhan pastinya :) yg ke3,muka gw emang begini jd mau diapain ya tetep aja gini.gw berusaha utk senyum senatural mgkn tp mgkn ga keliatan bagi lo2 semua.kadang gw bingung gw hrs senyum kyk gimana ya biar semuanya tau kalo gw tuh SENYUM.
and the last one but not the least,gw msh belom yakin ama jalan yg gw pilih.well,you guys pst tau itu kok.jalan yg gw pilih ini bkn jalan yg gw pengen bgt walopun gw suka.but my dad seemed doesnt agree with me in that time.dan akhirnya sampailah gw di jalan ini.berarti ini emg dah jalan Tuhan kali ya.tp jujur gw msh belum yakin.gw mgkn bakalan nyoba "jalan" lain di taun depan.well i dunno yaa~
this story isn't about me but i'm included yea~
i dont satirize my friends or what, i just wonder.for your info, i'm a big dreamer or you can call it a big imaginer
we're just being together for some months, but then so many stories made among us. we've known some of our true colors. well, can i say it colors?it's called personality i think.we're not the same as others so why you complain.why you talk it like it's a big deal.once again, i'm not satirizing anyone in this world yea~
i dont know about my friend's opinion bout me.you can think anything bout me.it's ur choice.then i have my own opinion bout myself that you guys dont need to know.i have my own life too ekeke~ some people may think i'm a
judging a person doesn't define who they are it defines who you are. well it's so true.seperti gw blg td, balik lagi ke diri masing2 gimana lo ngadepin semua yg terjadi dalem hidup lo.lo nganggep itu masalah tp sebagian orang nganggep itu challenge.dari situ aja dah keliatan kan?
about me.i dont know how to describe myself as well.kalo disuru cerita tntg kepribadian gw scr khusus gt gw sendiri jg bakalan bingung.gw bkn orang yg ramah terhadap org baru.gw pengen baca situasi dulu br gw bs mutusin sikap apa yg hrs gw ambil.it's about first opinion ya guys.gw bkn org yg religius.itu gw akuin.tp gw percaya bgt ama iman yg gw miliki.gw yakin Tuhan pst selalu beserta gw.senang atopun sedih.Dia punya jalannya sendiri utk hidup gw.yg kedua,gw bkn org yg rajin.rajin belajar?it's not GUE BANGET. gw sendiri jg ga ngerti napa gw bisa masuk UGM yg mer.univ bergengsi di Indo.Jalan Tuhan pastinya :) yg ke3,muka gw emang begini jd mau diapain ya tetep aja gini.gw berusaha utk senyum senatural mgkn tp mgkn ga keliatan bagi lo2 semua.kadang gw bingung gw hrs senyum kyk gimana ya biar semuanya tau kalo gw tuh SENYUM.
and the last one but not the least,gw msh belom yakin ama jalan yg gw pilih.well,you guys pst tau itu kok.jalan yg gw pilih ini bkn jalan yg gw pengen bgt walopun gw suka.but my dad seemed doesnt agree with me in that time.dan akhirnya sampailah gw di jalan ini.berarti ini emg dah jalan Tuhan kali ya.tp jujur gw msh belum yakin.gw mgkn bakalan nyoba "jalan" lain di taun depan.well i dunno yaa~
04 November 2011
unpredictable ones
well, there are many tasks to do.and i havent done any one of them -__-"
sebelumnya, gw mau ngucapin terima kasih dulu buat temen2 gw, CUNG2011.krn mereka ngasi late surprise gitu ke gw.mereka bawain kue ultah yg ada tulisan HBD in korean ARINI (?) pas abis rapat korean day 31 okt kemarin.yah gw ga sih ga nyangka dan bnr2 bingung pas dibawain kuenya itu.apalagi pas hari itu ga tau napa gw lg bete.ga tau kenapa.mungkin krn pelajaran jin hwa saem jg kali ya abis gw byk ditegur gitu omongannya.dan ga lupa jg gw disirem ama air kolam ikan yg ada dkt gd.MEC.astajim, badan gw disirem ama air kotoran ikan2 gitu -__-" haha tp seru sih..dan gw ngeliat cem2an gw gitu di kampus abis ganti baju.untung aja gw dah bebersih badan.coba kalo engga, malu abis :"3 well kyknya dia jg ga nyadar akan eksistensi gw haha bodo amiiir.well once again, THANK YOU SO MUCH, GUYS :)
dan gw baru aja nyelesein acara KOREAN DAY yg diselenggarakan jurusan gw hr selasa-kamis kemaren.so much fun bgt pokoknya!walopun capek dan ada yg agak krik2 jg.tp overall it's fun! apalagi yg hari terakhir.yuhuu bisa liat b-boy impor lgsg dr korea plus penampilan drawing show hero.ada yg unyu2 gt tampangnya.tp ngerokok sayangnya dia huhu :( mereka blg sampai ketemu di korea.mauuuu gw mau bgt wooy tp bayarin ongkosnya!haha.dan senengnya krn banyak respon positif dr pengunjung yg dateng.hihi mudah2an tahun depan bs lbh baik lg ya cos tahun depan kan giliran gw yg jd panitia :D
ok skrg gw mau ngerjain peer baik tulisan maupun ketikan yg udah ga sabar minta dikerjain.malah belom belajar buat UTS jg huhu. hwaitiiing!!
sebelumnya, gw mau ngucapin terima kasih dulu buat temen2 gw, CUNG2011.krn mereka ngasi late surprise gitu ke gw.mereka bawain kue ultah yg ada tulisan HBD in korean ARINI (?) pas abis rapat korean day 31 okt kemarin.yah gw ga sih ga nyangka dan bnr2 bingung pas dibawain kuenya itu.apalagi pas hari itu ga tau napa gw lg bete.ga tau kenapa.mungkin krn pelajaran jin hwa saem jg kali ya abis gw byk ditegur gitu omongannya.dan ga lupa jg gw disirem ama air kolam ikan yg ada dkt gd.MEC.astajim, badan gw disirem ama air kotoran ikan2 gitu -__-" haha tp seru sih..dan gw ngeliat cem2an gw gitu di kampus abis ganti baju.untung aja gw dah bebersih badan.coba kalo engga, malu abis :"3 well kyknya dia jg ga nyadar akan eksistensi gw haha bodo amiiir.well once again, THANK YOU SO MUCH, GUYS :)
dan gw baru aja nyelesein acara KOREAN DAY yg diselenggarakan jurusan gw hr selasa-kamis kemaren.so much fun bgt pokoknya!walopun capek dan ada yg agak krik2 jg.tp overall it's fun! apalagi yg hari terakhir.yuhuu bisa liat b-boy impor lgsg dr korea plus penampilan drawing show hero.ada yg unyu2 gt tampangnya.tp ngerokok sayangnya dia huhu :( mereka blg sampai ketemu di korea.mauuuu gw mau bgt wooy tp bayarin ongkosnya!haha.dan senengnya krn banyak respon positif dr pengunjung yg dateng.hihi mudah2an tahun depan bs lbh baik lg ya cos tahun depan kan giliran gw yg jd panitia :D
ok skrg gw mau ngerjain peer baik tulisan maupun ketikan yg udah ga sabar minta dikerjain.malah belom belajar buat UTS jg huhu. hwaitiiing!!
28 Oktober 2011
my (lovely) brothaaa
i have one older bro.his name is similiar with me.hehe :D
i met him for the last time on last idul fitri.and now he's in tangerang.for some reasons.and 'll be going back to bdg tomorrow morning..
well, for ur info.abang gw itu pendiem.he doesnt talk too much.kepribadiannya itu mirip bokap gw.tapi dia ga terlalu pemarah kyk bokap gw hehe.kalo yg pemarah itu gue :P
gw kdg suka ngiri ama orang yg bisa ngobrol banyak ama abangnya.gw sendiri kdg terlalu awkward utk ngobrol ber2 ama abang gw.bukan krn gw benci ato apa looh.mgkn gw nya aja kali yg bermasalah ya~
my mom once said that my bro loves me.but his love and his attention dont seem so well. the way maybe hehe tp gw akuin kalo abang gw baek.
abang gw perhatian jg kok ama gw.kalo misalnya ada diskon di distro,dia beliin gw sweater ato kaos gt.terus kalo ada tas yg (menurut dia) bagus dia info gw tp minta duit ke gw (wkt itu dia lg kere)
baru2 ini jg pas ada diskon distro,dia ngasi tau gw trus minta uang gnti rugi gitu.gw sih sbnrnya mau2 aja ngasi cmn gw males ngirimnya itu loh hehe trus dia jg baru beli hard disk yg isinya 1000gb alias 1tb yg tadinya buat bokap gw tp jadinya dikasi ke gw.laptopnya jg mau dikasi ke gw krn dia lg ngerjain skripsi yg minjem kompie temennya.ahh gw jd terharu dehh.mungkin itu hal kecil but for me it seems so biiig
dan tentunya itu semua ga lepas dr campur tangan bokap gw jg ekkeke~
well semuanya itu membuat gw jd lebih kangen lg ama rumah gw.ama keluarga gw...
i met him for the last time on last idul fitri.and now he's in tangerang.for some reasons.and 'll be going back to bdg tomorrow morning..
well, for ur info.abang gw itu pendiem.he doesnt talk too much.kepribadiannya itu mirip bokap gw.tapi dia ga terlalu pemarah kyk bokap gw hehe.kalo yg pemarah itu gue :P
gw kdg suka ngiri ama orang yg bisa ngobrol banyak ama abangnya.gw sendiri kdg terlalu awkward utk ngobrol ber2 ama abang gw.bukan krn gw benci ato apa looh.mgkn gw nya aja kali yg bermasalah ya~
my mom once said that my bro loves me.but his love and his attention dont seem so well. the way maybe hehe tp gw akuin kalo abang gw baek.
abang gw perhatian jg kok ama gw.kalo misalnya ada diskon di distro,dia beliin gw sweater ato kaos gt.terus kalo ada tas yg (menurut dia) bagus dia info gw tp minta duit ke gw (wkt itu dia lg kere)
baru2 ini jg pas ada diskon distro,dia ngasi tau gw trus minta uang gnti rugi gitu.gw sih sbnrnya mau2 aja ngasi cmn gw males ngirimnya itu loh hehe trus dia jg baru beli hard disk yg isinya 1000gb alias 1tb yg tadinya buat bokap gw tp jadinya dikasi ke gw.laptopnya jg mau dikasi ke gw krn dia lg ngerjain skripsi yg minjem kompie temennya.ahh gw jd terharu dehh.mungkin itu hal kecil but for me it seems so biiig
dan tentunya itu semua ga lepas dr campur tangan bokap gw jg ekkeke~
well semuanya itu membuat gw jd lebih kangen lg ama rumah gw.ama keluarga gw...
27 Oktober 2011
this new drama life
i still dont know anything about korean language. i just remember few words and dont know how it can be arranged .__.
oke ga tau siapa yg mule duluan ya di kelas gw itu kenapa nama gw yg cmn ARIN ditambahin huruf I jadi ARINI.meeen, nama sinetron abis ye wkakak.malah kalo nyebut nama gw pake act lebai kyk sinetron2 gt lagi.astajim gw mah haha xD tp seru sih ngakak2 aja gw mah :P
aduuh gw lg tertarik ama salah 1 senior nih.buka jurusan gw tp msh 1 fakultas dan gw dah be2rapa kali sih ngeliat dia.ga tau deh dia nyadar eksistensi gw apa engga wkaka.pdhl mukanya mah ga cakep2 amat cmn entah kenapa menarik aja gitchuu hehe.mau add fb nya tapi malyuuu x"D kaaaak kenalan yuuuk kakaaaknyaa
oke ga tau siapa yg mule duluan ya di kelas gw itu kenapa nama gw yg cmn ARIN ditambahin huruf I jadi ARINI.meeen, nama sinetron abis ye wkakak.malah kalo nyebut nama gw pake act lebai kyk sinetron2 gt lagi.astajim gw mah haha xD tp seru sih ngakak2 aja gw mah :P
aduuh gw lg tertarik ama salah 1 senior nih.buka jurusan gw tp msh 1 fakultas dan gw dah be2rapa kali sih ngeliat dia.ga tau deh dia nyadar eksistensi gw apa engga wkaka.pdhl mukanya mah ga cakep2 amat cmn entah kenapa menarik aja gitchuu hehe.mau add fb nya tapi malyuuu x"D kaaaak kenalan yuuuk kakaaaknyaa
25 Oktober 2011
it's the same thing, babyy
it's my birthday today.i've been 18 since today.thank God for everything He has done to me. what a great life for me yea~
well, i'm such a big dreamer.big imaginer.how can things in my mind happen in the real life?get a life, arin!don't dream too much yeah~
that friend, whom i ever told in a blog too.she congrats me.by sms,twitter and facebook.well, i'm happy enough since i dunno whether she still remembers me or not.then i tell her about my complaint about her.such not a big deal.then suddenly it becomes bigger..
i wrote such a satire bout her on my twitter.it's undirect satire. i just tell to my followers bout my feelings.is it wrong?! it's my twitter anyway..whether you like it or not it's up to you.. "oke gw emang nyindir lo lewat twitter gw tapi terus napa?!gw cmn nyampein perasaan gw doang kaleee.emang gw ga bole kesel?!"
dan malam ini dia nulis status di facebook "
well, i'm such a big dreamer.big imaginer.how can things in my mind happen in the real life?get a life, arin!don't dream too much yeah~
that friend, whom i ever told in a blog too.she congrats me.by sms,twitter and facebook.well, i'm happy enough since i dunno whether she still remembers me or not.then i tell her about my complaint about her.such not a big deal.then suddenly it becomes bigger..
i wrote such a satire bout her on my twitter.it's undirect satire. i just tell to my followers bout my feelings.is it wrong?! it's my twitter anyway..whether you like it or not it's up to you.. "oke gw emang nyindir lo lewat twitter gw tapi terus napa?!gw cmn nyampein perasaan gw doang kaleee.emang gw ga bole kesel?!"
dan malam ini dia nulis status di facebook "
24 Oktober 2011
my promise(s)
well,it's my last night being as a 17 girl.tomorrow, i 'll be 18 years old.i dont know whether i must be happy or not.haha :/
it's my 1st time celebrating my birthday without my parents.i miss them so much now.i wanna see them so bad.i wanna celebrate my new age with them.i wanna get hugs from them both.i miss their touchings."maaa, paaaak, arin kangen ama kalian.. bisa ga arin ngeliat kalian scr langsung di hari ultah arin besok.." then i know it's impossibleee...
dulu gw perna buat janji.bukan janji sih semacam permintaan gitu.gw minta ama Tuhan buat manjangin umur ke2 orang tua gw.gw tau itu permintaan semua anak di muka bumi ini.tapi, gw minta ama Tuhan, setidaknya biarkan ke2 orang gw tetep ada di samping gw nemenin gw ampe umur gw 18 taun.gw ga tau knp gw pny permintaan itu.absurd bgt -__- yah pastinya gw mah pengen orang tua gw hidup selama mungkin di dunia ini (amiiin)
mungkin krn orang tua gw dah tua jg jd gw ga berharap yg muluk2 lah.asal mereka sehat selalu itu dah cukup.dan besok umur gw 18 taun.sesuai janji gw waktu kecil dulu.dan sekarang gw pengen buat janji lagi sama Tuhan.. Tuhan biarkan kedua org tua arin ngeliat arin lulu dr UGM dgn hasil yg memuaskan..itu aja dulu sekarang :D
intinya gw sekarang kangen bgt ama ortu gw ;___;
it's my 1st time celebrating my birthday without my parents.i miss them so much now.i wanna see them so bad.i wanna celebrate my new age with them.i wanna get hugs from them both.i miss their touchings."maaa, paaaak, arin kangen ama kalian.. bisa ga arin ngeliat kalian scr langsung di hari ultah arin besok.." then i know it's impossibleee...
dulu gw perna buat janji.bukan janji sih semacam permintaan gitu.gw minta ama Tuhan buat manjangin umur ke2 orang tua gw.gw tau itu permintaan semua anak di muka bumi ini.tapi, gw minta ama Tuhan, setidaknya biarkan ke2 orang gw tetep ada di samping gw nemenin gw ampe umur gw 18 taun.gw ga tau knp gw pny permintaan itu.absurd bgt -__- yah pastinya gw mah pengen orang tua gw hidup selama mungkin di dunia ini (amiiin)
mungkin krn orang tua gw dah tua jg jd gw ga berharap yg muluk2 lah.asal mereka sehat selalu itu dah cukup.dan besok umur gw 18 taun.sesuai janji gw waktu kecil dulu.dan sekarang gw pengen buat janji lagi sama Tuhan.. Tuhan biarkan kedua org tua arin ngeliat arin lulu dr UGM dgn hasil yg memuaskan..itu aja dulu sekarang :D
intinya gw sekarang kangen bgt ama ortu gw ;___;
21 Oktober 2011
how does it feel
do you know how does it feel when you're being ignored by one of the-person-you-think-that-she-is-your-best.well i'm feeling it now.and it makes me hurt when she cares to another friend but not you.she even says happy birthday to that friends on radion.she takes picts with the paper on her hand and on that paper there's writing "happy birthday".in the other hand she even doesnt text me or call me or somekind else.yes, she's fucking asshole for me now.i just wanna remove her from everything in my life.facebook,twitter,or contact on the phone though.you may think i'm the baddest friend on the earth.well,i'm not the one who started it.don't make a war with me.i can be worse than your shit thought.if you think " why not im starting the conversation between us" well i'd done it.and im freaking tired to do the same thing again and again and it'll be so endless maybe..
19 Oktober 2011
best place in the world = HOME
well,gw boong banget kalo bilang "gw ga kangen rumah"
jujur gw kangen bgt ama rumah gw.ama bonyok gw.pokoknya semua yg di tangerang deh :/
dan gw pengen banget yg namanya going home aka PULANG
tadinya gw mw pulang awal nov ini, pas abis korean day gt soalnya temen gw yg dr jkt blg dy mau pulang eh tapi dy blg dy bingung jd pulang apa engga trus tdnya gw dah positif tuh mau plg sndri aja tp stlh gw pikir2 lg kyknya gw urungin niat gw itu deh.sayang duitnya gw pikir hehe.
tp itu bkn berarti gw ga mau pulang ya!bonyok gw dah ngedukung gw plg ke rumah walopun cmn 2/3 hari but it seems that i'll just spend my time in the way home.susah deh ngejelasinnya...
td tb2 aja bokapnya temen gw ada di kostan kita gt.dy bingung.apalagi gw haha.dan hal seperti itu makin membuat gw kangen bonyok gw.setiap mikirin mereka gw pasti mau nangis deh rasanya
mom..dad..freaking miss you so much so bad so yayaya <3
jujur gw kangen bgt ama rumah gw.ama bonyok gw.pokoknya semua yg di tangerang deh :/
dan gw pengen banget yg namanya going home aka PULANG
tadinya gw mw pulang awal nov ini, pas abis korean day gt soalnya temen gw yg dr jkt blg dy mau pulang eh tapi dy blg dy bingung jd pulang apa engga trus tdnya gw dah positif tuh mau plg sndri aja tp stlh gw pikir2 lg kyknya gw urungin niat gw itu deh.sayang duitnya gw pikir hehe.
tp itu bkn berarti gw ga mau pulang ya!bonyok gw dah ngedukung gw plg ke rumah walopun cmn 2/3 hari but it seems that i'll just spend my time in the way home.susah deh ngejelasinnya...
td tb2 aja bokapnya temen gw ada di kostan kita gt.dy bingung.apalagi gw haha.dan hal seperti itu makin membuat gw kangen bonyok gw.setiap mikirin mereka gw pasti mau nangis deh rasanya
mom..dad..freaking miss you so much so bad so yayaya <3
13 Oktober 2011
this hectic day
well im such a busy one nowadays.go back to bsr when 08.00PM or more.its fucking tired and not fun at all.haha.as you may know, im doing salmunori now.it's such an activity from my department.salmunori is traditional music instrument from korea.i didnt even remember how could i join this one.hehe.maybe because one of my senior..
kira2 gw pengen ikut UKM apa ya..gw pengen bgt nyoba yg berbau2 jurnalis gt tp males ngerjain tugasnya haha..gw jg takut keteteran gt kuliahnya..apalagi ini kan 1 universitas, bisa2 entar ngumpul di kedokteran/teknik pula -___-"
well for ur info, im fucking tired now..really!i wanna sleep now..going to pursue my dreams in sleep sounds better than in real life yeaa haha :p
kira2 gw pengen ikut UKM apa ya..gw pengen bgt nyoba yg berbau2 jurnalis gt tp males ngerjain tugasnya haha..gw jg takut keteteran gt kuliahnya..apalagi ini kan 1 universitas, bisa2 entar ngumpul di kedokteran/teknik pula -___-"
well for ur info, im fucking tired now..really!i wanna sleep now..going to pursue my dreams in sleep sounds better than in real life yeaa haha :p
09 Oktober 2011
outta from here
LET ME JUST GET OUTTA FROM THIS PLACE. FROM THESE PEOPLE. FROM THESE STRANGERS. I MISS MY HOME. I MISS MY PARENTS. MAYBE I WONT FEEL GREAT IN MY HOME BUT OF COURSE I WILL FEEL BETTER. PLEASE. JUST FOR A WHILE I WANNA STAY IN MY HOME...
05 Oktober 2011
MAKRAB 2011 and KOREAN DAY
well now just forget bout that old friend.if she dont wanna contact me anymore then OK.i wont sad or think it too deep.just chill and relax.my new friends are good too.like they welcome me and i welcome them too ekeke~
gw ikut kyk excul alat musik korea gt namanya samulnori hehe.dan alat musik yg gw pegang susah boo~ tangan kanan kirinya mst ikut goyang dan gw msh belum terbiasa hehe.dan entah kenapa dentungan yg gw ama temen2 gw maenin beda ama dentungan yg dimainin ama kaka2nya.masih amatir bgt nih kita (ya iyalah namanya jg baru 2x latian.mw ngarepin paan sih lo, soenbae tercintaa??)
sumpa seonbae2 tercinta kita ini ribet bgt ya.makrab aja ampe ada tugas dan bawa brg2 aneh segala.ppsmb aja kaga aneh2 cuy!!mau bales dendam ya?haha dah ga jaman lg :p udh disuru bikin yel2 ama performance per klmpok trus per prgrm studi, D3+S1 jg mst ada performance lg.walaah yg 1 aja blm kelar mba2nya -__- denger2 native korea yg bljr di INCULS jg pd dateng.eh buseeet.malu bgt dah gw ini mah.mau taro dimana muka gw wooy?!malah entar gw jg main samul lg.gw kan mainnya masih blm bener.well blame it to the seniors!!
KOREAN DAY is just counting the days. 26 days left.totally creepy.time goes so fast yea.and i think were not ready yet.terlalu terburu2.beda 2-3 mingguan doang ama makrab.tp moga2 berjalan lancar dah ya.and for ur info, im totally excited for this event.yiipiiie :)) come ya to Korean Day UGM 2011 :)
gw ikut kyk excul alat musik korea gt namanya samulnori hehe.dan alat musik yg gw pegang susah boo~ tangan kanan kirinya mst ikut goyang dan gw msh belum terbiasa hehe.dan entah kenapa dentungan yg gw ama temen2 gw maenin beda ama dentungan yg dimainin ama kaka2nya.masih amatir bgt nih kita (ya iyalah namanya jg baru 2x latian.mw ngarepin paan sih lo, soenbae tercintaa??)
sumpa seonbae2 tercinta kita ini ribet bgt ya.makrab aja ampe ada tugas dan bawa brg2 aneh segala.ppsmb aja kaga aneh2 cuy!!mau bales dendam ya?haha dah ga jaman lg :p udh disuru bikin yel2 ama performance per klmpok trus per prgrm studi, D3+S1 jg mst ada performance lg.walaah yg 1 aja blm kelar mba2nya -__- denger2 native korea yg bljr di INCULS jg pd dateng.eh buseeet.malu bgt dah gw ini mah.mau taro dimana muka gw wooy?!malah entar gw jg main samul lg.gw kan mainnya masih blm bener.well blame it to the seniors!!
KOREAN DAY is just counting the days. 26 days left.totally creepy.time goes so fast yea.and i think were not ready yet.terlalu terburu2.beda 2-3 mingguan doang ama makrab.tp moga2 berjalan lancar dah ya.and for ur info, im totally excited for this event.yiipiiie :)) come ya to Korean Day UGM 2011 :)
the quality of the friendship
well now i know that time doesnt decide bout the quality of the friendship.
actually me,my self dont know the meaning of friendship exactly.i have friends.i dont know it can be counted as many ones or not.ive close friends yea but i cant call them best friends.yea we're quite close but mmh still cant called best yea :)
just call her AE.shes in the same univ w me.but different program and major.shes in the same high school as me.ive been known her snce long time ago,snce were in age 4.but in that age we're not close already -__-
i dont know why but i feel she wanna lost contact w/ me.i'd contacted her by message but she didnt reply it.its ok if she didnt have pulse but what i was dissapointed was she replied another friends's tweet by phone.what was that meaning?she dont wanna be friends w/ me anymore?she wanna find more friends and get a new life and forget me?
well its her choice anymore.i cant force anythin to her.but yea its totally pissing me off if she really ignores me to get new friends.its just like i disturb her life.her new life.well i have new life too here for ur info.too many things to handle.ive been in a community too.ive many assignments too.dont just think that only you're the only one whom is busy one.kinda crappy.for ur info, actually when i heard she join the same univ with me i was like "WTF" i want my new life w/out the same person even its just 1.but luckily she join the different program.thank God for that
ill just play then same games as you play.ill do the same thing as you do to me.dont blame me if i ignore u.dont complain anything bout ur old friend in frnt of me anymore.i've been fed up w/ those poky things.i still consider u as my friend till now.be grateful to that, shitty!
actually me,my self dont know the meaning of friendship exactly.i have friends.i dont know it can be counted as many ones or not.ive close friends yea but i cant call them best friends.yea we're quite close but mmh still cant called best yea :)
just call her AE.shes in the same univ w me.but different program and major.shes in the same high school as me.ive been known her snce long time ago,snce were in age 4.but in that age we're not close already -__-
i dont know why but i feel she wanna lost contact w/ me.i'd contacted her by message but she didnt reply it.its ok if she didnt have pulse but what i was dissapointed was she replied another friends's tweet by phone.what was that meaning?she dont wanna be friends w/ me anymore?she wanna find more friends and get a new life and forget me?
well its her choice anymore.i cant force anythin to her.but yea its totally pissing me off if she really ignores me to get new friends.its just like i disturb her life.her new life.well i have new life too here for ur info.too many things to handle.ive been in a community too.ive many assignments too.dont just think that only you're the only one whom is busy one.kinda crappy.for ur info, actually when i heard she join the same univ with me i was like "WTF" i want my new life w/out the same person even its just 1.but luckily she join the different program.thank God for that
ill just play then same games as you play.ill do the same thing as you do to me.dont blame me if i ignore u.dont complain anything bout ur old friend in frnt of me anymore.i've been fed up w/ those poky things.i still consider u as my friend till now.be grateful to that, shitty!
15 September 2011
First blog in Jogja
안녕하세요 everybody!!
Well, I'm in Jogja and you can call me JOGJAERS from now! Hehe. Tapi, gw masih belum terbiasa dengan keadaan disini. Masih asing. Masih bingung soal jalan2nya juga. Dan terkadang, eh tapi bukan kadang jg, seringkali gw ngerasa kesepian. Gw masih kangen bgt sama yg namanya Tangerang. Sama rumah gw dan sama my lovely mom and dad!! Aaahh gw kangen bgt ama mereka! They're my precious things in my life. And now, I have to be separated with them two! I don't want it. Huhu :(
But, life must go on. Gw udah agak akrab gt lah ama anak2 1 kelas. Ya iyalah orang cmn 26 orang doang muridnya :p Dan gw masih belom bisa baca huruf2nya dgn cepat! Padahal kan gw dah ngeles! Trus gw ga apal vocabnya jg! Entah apa yg gw inget selama gw les ini -___-" Mesti diulang lagi daah haha
Besok jadwalku padaaat! Senang doong soalnya jd ga terlalu lama2 di kostan. Bete jg di kostan. Ga ada yg menarik kekeke. See you next time, blog! and bloggers!
Well, I'm in Jogja and you can call me JOGJAERS from now! Hehe. Tapi, gw masih belum terbiasa dengan keadaan disini. Masih asing. Masih bingung soal jalan2nya juga. Dan terkadang, eh tapi bukan kadang jg, seringkali gw ngerasa kesepian. Gw masih kangen bgt sama yg namanya Tangerang. Sama rumah gw dan sama my lovely mom and dad!! Aaahh gw kangen bgt ama mereka! They're my precious things in my life. And now, I have to be separated with them two! I don't want it. Huhu :(
But, life must go on. Gw udah agak akrab gt lah ama anak2 1 kelas. Ya iyalah orang cmn 26 orang doang muridnya :p Dan gw masih belom bisa baca huruf2nya dgn cepat! Padahal kan gw dah ngeles! Trus gw ga apal vocabnya jg! Entah apa yg gw inget selama gw les ini -___-" Mesti diulang lagi daah haha
Besok jadwalku padaaat! Senang doong soalnya jd ga terlalu lama2 di kostan. Bete jg di kostan. Ga ada yg menarik kekeke. See you next time, blog! and bloggers!
04 September 2011
Last day in Tangerang in 2011
One day left before heading off to Kota Pelajar
I'll be plane at around 08.00 AM
Truthfully, I don't wanna leave this town. My home, exactly. My room, for sure. My air conditioner, hiks:'(
But to more honest, I don't wanna be separated with my parents. They're my strengths. I can't imagine my life w/o them. And, they're quite old. How if they become sick when I'm not around? Who will change my dad if he wants to take a bath or has meal? Washing dishes? My heart is fluttering now. But, I'm sure God is always protecting them wherever and whenever they are. He won't let us alone and lonely. God bless
I'll be plane at around 08.00 AM
Truthfully, I don't wanna leave this town. My home, exactly. My room, for sure. My air conditioner, hiks:'(
But to more honest, I don't wanna be separated with my parents. They're my strengths. I can't imagine my life w/o them. And, they're quite old. How if they become sick when I'm not around? Who will change my dad if he wants to take a bath or has meal? Washing dishes? My heart is fluttering now. But, I'm sure God is always protecting them wherever and whenever they are. He won't let us alone and lonely. God bless
19 Agustus 2011
I'm lack of
I'm lack of staying focus on what I'm really keen in. I don't know why it has to be so hard. There are many things that make me forget on what I really have to fight for. And it's so suck ya.
Like now, I'm so interested in BIG BANG. Dunno since when. But I think their songs are really easy-listening. And what more make me so frustrated that I'm also interested in the MEMBERS. Seungri andG Dragon. Oh shit yeah :( And know what?! My dad's birthday is as same as HIM. And this afternoon, I even dreamed him. What a WRAP one!
What I wish now, is just I can forget about the those IDOLS whom (might) I'll never meet but someday I wish I can meet them too -___-" (what a heck one). Music is absolutely needed in my life so don't tell me about "don't sing and listen to their songs!"
But yea, as you may know, I'm a type of person who gets bored easily. Let's see, how long I'll remember these persons and maybe the songs! Haha
Less than 3 weeks, I'll be leaving this town. So saaaad :"(
Like now, I'm so interested in BIG BANG. Dunno since when. But I think their songs are really easy-listening. And what more make me so frustrated that I'm also interested in the MEMBERS. Seungri and
What I wish now, is just I can forget about the those IDOLS whom (might) I'll never meet but someday I wish I can meet them too -___-" (what a heck one). Music is absolutely needed in my life so don't tell me about "don't sing and listen to their songs!"
But yea, as you may know, I'm a type of person who gets bored easily. Let's see, how long I'll remember these persons and maybe the songs! Haha
Less than 3 weeks, I'll be leaving this town. So saaaad :"(
05 Agustus 2011
Do you know what ...
Do you know why someone/something can be so popular? Because everyone just blow it up. Seriously, if there's no one start the topic of someone/something then what/who the hell are they?! I'm not jealous to those who are so popular. I'm just wondering..
As you know, I'm taking Korean Language major at university. Exactly, got accepted. (Late) congrats to me, please :D and for spending my short time in Tangerang, my dad (and me) decided taking me to Korean course. Private. It can be called "bekal biar ga oon2 amat pas kuliah ntar" and my teacher is a Javanese who has been married with Korean guy and having 2 children now. She lives in Lippo Karawaci. I study with her twice a week and you know what, next week, I'll have a test! Sumpa gw belom siap sama sekali!! Gw kaga ngarti apa2! Kaga apal satupun!! When she gave me homework and I did it right, it's because, I saw the note that she gave to me! I really don't know how to do theen. Aigooo :(
And nowadays I always feel"Did I get on the wrong way?? Should I choose another way?" For info [not to brag my self], I'd also been accepted at STP Bandung aka Enhaii jurusan Manajemen Konveksi. Jadi entar kerjanya kayak EO2 gitu deh. My dad said that it's not me. He said I'm not someone who quickly mover, I'm not someone who would be able to receive many calls as what EO does. I just wanna prove that I can do it! Don't look down at me! But then, what will people say if I leave UGM just for STP? Many people want to be accepted at UGM and when I do, I just leave it? CRAZY! Also, I'm interested in Korean Language major. Although I don't know how big my interest in that one .__.
Oh men, Korean Language is so hard yeah! Gua bingung yg tadinya objek jadi deket ke subjek dan predikat jadi di akhir kalimat. Belom lagi hangul nya itu.. Bacanya ribeeet. Walaahh. I just feel that I won't be able to learn it well. I don't call my self as a stupid but yeaah, I'm not clever enough to make it out well. God, plesae help me. Make me stronger and tougher than before. I know I can because there's YOU who made me able to stand up until this point.
As you know, I'm taking Korean Language major at university. Exactly, got accepted. (Late) congrats to me, please :D and for spending my short time in Tangerang, my dad (and me) decided taking me to Korean course. Private. It can be called "bekal biar ga oon2 amat pas kuliah ntar" and my teacher is a Javanese who has been married with Korean guy and having 2 children now. She lives in Lippo Karawaci. I study with her twice a week and you know what, next week, I'll have a test! Sumpa gw belom siap sama sekali!! Gw kaga ngarti apa2! Kaga apal satupun!! When she gave me homework and I did it right, it's because, I saw the note that she gave to me! I really don't know how to do theen. Aigooo :(
And nowadays I always feel
Oh men, Korean Language is so hard yeah! Gua bingung yg tadinya objek jadi deket ke subjek dan predikat jadi di akhir kalimat. Belom lagi hangul nya itu.. Bacanya ribeeet. Walaahh. I just feel that I won't be able to learn it well. I don't call my self as a stupid but yeaah, I'm not clever enough to make it out well. God, plesae help me. Make me stronger and tougher than before. I know I can because there's YOU who made me able to stand up until this point.
07 Juli 2011
tangerang for the real
this is my 2nd entry for today
the last one for today
cause i will be tangerang soon.i will leave jogja soon
omg, i really miss that town. place where i have been raised.having friends.and feeling enjoy.
and now, i'm a college student. i have to leave the place where i feel like a heaven called home.leaving my parents.just both of them.they're old already.jujur gw ga tega ninggalin mereka :"( jujur ga mau pisah gw ama mereka :'( but life must go on. i can't always depend on my parents. i have to stand up on my own self.i know i can do it even i know it's HARD
and what i hope for now,moga2 ntar lingkungan yg baru ga ada hal2 aneh yg terlalu mencengangkan.moga2 gw bisa beradaptasi dengan baik.
the last one for today
cause i will be tangerang soon.i will leave jogja soon
omg, i really miss that town. place where i have been raised.having friends.and feeling enjoy.
and now, i'm a college student. i have to leave the place where i feel like a heaven called home.leaving my parents.just both of them.they're old already.jujur gw ga tega ninggalin mereka :"( jujur ga mau pisah gw ama mereka :'( but life must go on. i can't always depend on my parents. i have to stand up on my own self.i know i can do it even i know it's HARD
and what i hope for now,moga2 ntar lingkungan yg baru ga ada hal2 aneh yg terlalu mencengangkan.moga2 gw bisa beradaptasi dengan baik.
living among the strangers
it's been a while ya
there are so many things i wanna tell and write
but i'm so lazy nowadays
then today i'm on my mood :D
as you know, i'm accepted at SNMPTN Tertulis in major Korean Language. i dunno whether i must be happy or not.since i'm my own self dunno what's my truly passion -___-" but i think this is my fate. continuing my dad in humanities faculty.sounds funny but yeah it's me LOL
i dunno whether i'm ready or not to living apart from my parents.fromtangerang tercintaaah exactly.now i'm in jogja.in internet cafe.i'd been here since monday.and as what i see in these days, i'm still not into this city. a city called "kota pelajar" the foods and the atmosphere just make me like stranger (actually i'm really a stranger) and those around me just like weirdo strangers for me.
this morning, when i went to UGM for re-registration, i met some "seniors" and when they looked at me, some of them just like look down on me. who do you think you are?! what i can say is, they are just different 1 year than me but their appearance is just like bitchy to the hell
watch out your steps! you dunno who i am!i don't want to show off but let's see who will win!i hope i'll never meet them again for real!
there are so many things i wanna tell and write
but i'm so lazy nowadays
then today i'm on my mood :D
as you know, i'm accepted at SNMPTN Tertulis in major Korean Language. i dunno whether i must be happy or not.since i'm my own self dunno what's my truly passion -___-" but i think this is my fate. continuing my dad in humanities faculty.sounds funny but yeah it's me LOL
i dunno whether i'm ready or not to living apart from my parents.from
this morning, when i went to UGM for re-registration, i met some "seniors" and when they looked at me, some of them just like look down on me. who do you think you are?! what i can say is, they are just different 1 year than me but their appearance is just like bitchy to the hell
watch out your steps! you dunno who i am!i don't want to show off but let's see who will win!i hope i'll never meet them again for real!
21 April 2011
Joy and Tears
Don't look at the title. It's not related with what I'm going to type on at all.
Great news that national exam is OVER. I've done my task. But there's still SNMPTN test waiting for me. Keep fighting for me and the others :) Wish I can get my favorite major in my desired university.
And now, I'm getting confused for what I wanna tell to you guys. Hha. Let's over it. Bye
Great news that national exam is OVER. I've done my task. But there's still SNMPTN test waiting for me. Keep fighting for me and the others :) Wish I can get my favorite major in my desired university.
And now, I'm getting confused for what I wanna tell to you guys. Hha. Let's over it. Bye
07 April 2011
I'm just a romantic drama's lover
Say I'm not a romantic one but I'm really a romantic drama's lover. I'm a lover but I'm not addicted in it. That kind of drama just make smile and giggle for every acting of the actors and actresses. I wonder when I'll have such that sweet relationship. Full of smile and laugh and added by 3rd person or maybe 4th :p
29 Maret 2011
Quotation(s) by me :)
1. I love my big bro as I love my parents but not as much as my love for my parents
2. I'm not a good one. Really. But I do anything with my best effort. If it's not worth enough for you, so it's your matter. Not mine
3. I don't wish for being remembered. I just hope that one day, when you're asked about someone means a lot for you, you'll say my name
4. Dear parents, I'm not a kid anymore. I won't do the same as what I did in the past. I've been growin up and it's real me now
That's all and the next ones are not mine. I copied it. I like it
5. Happy moments, praise God. Difficult moments, seek God. Painful moments, trust God. Every moments, Thank God :)
6. I love the days in school when all we do is chill and talk the whole time.
7. The only way to write a book is to write one word, one sentence, one chapter at a time. Day in day out. No easy way out.
8. I'm not the same anymore. I'll admit it; a lot of shit got to me.(really love this one so muchees)
That's enough. Thanks <3
2. I'm not a good one. Really. But I do anything with my best effort. If it's not worth enough for you, so it's your matter. Not mine
3. I don't wish for being remembered. I just hope that one day, when you're asked about someone means a lot for you, you'll say my name
4. Dear parents, I'm not a kid anymore. I won't do the same as what I did in the past. I've been growin up and it's real me now
That's all and the next ones are not mine. I copied it. I like it
5. Happy moments, praise God. Difficult moments, seek God. Painful moments, trust God. Every moments, Thank God :)
6. I love the days in school when all we do is chill and talk the whole time.
7. The only way to write a book is to write one word, one sentence, one chapter at a time. Day in day out. No easy way out.
8. I'm not the same anymore. I'll admit it; a lot of shit got to me.(really love this one so muchees)
That's enough. Thanks <3
20 Maret 2011
BB Rocking Live
First of all, thanks Jesus and big thanks for Ismaya Live, who can let me see my Taecyon oppa :)
Ga sia2 perjuangan gw ngantri berjam2 buat nukerin tiketnya dan buat masuk ke dalam. But it's worth ya! Kaki gw dah mati rasa banget di dalem ruangan. Maag gw jg kambuh (ya iyalah secara gw makan siang cmn pake susu ama kue seiprit and hadn't had dinner yet)
Gw ga bisa ceritain terperinci gmna gw bisa dapet tiket nonton konser and gimana suasananya disana.Yg jelas, gw seneng bangeeeet hhe. 2PM was amazing. They sang "I'll be Back". Another 3 songs after that which I don't know the title (I'm not a hottest) Tapi sayangnya 2PM cuma bentar banget!! Just 20 minutes. Need more ya but I think it's better they did it quick because if it's not, I might be fainting. And there's Shontelle, a new female singer I guess. She's gorgeous even I don't know anything bout her. I just know one, "Imposibleeeee.." Hha after that, Taio Cruz!! Wippie, we're all shaked. He sang about 6-7 songs. I only know "Break your Heart", "Higher", and "Dynamite".
Thanks for my friends, Tasya and Mega and also Echa (Tasya's sist) because without them, I couldn't watch the concert. (My parents wouldn't allow me watch it alone by myself)
Ga sia2 perjuangan gw ngantri berjam2 buat nukerin tiketnya dan buat masuk ke dalam. But it's worth ya! Kaki gw dah mati rasa banget di dalem ruangan. Maag gw jg kambuh (ya iyalah secara gw makan siang cmn pake susu ama kue seiprit and hadn't had dinner yet)
Gw ga bisa ceritain terperinci gmna gw bisa dapet tiket nonton konser and gimana suasananya disana.Yg jelas, gw seneng bangeeeet hhe. 2PM was amazing. They sang "I'll be Back". Another 3 songs after that which I don't know the title (I'm not a hottest) Tapi sayangnya 2PM cuma bentar banget!! Just 20 minutes. Need more ya but I think it's better they did it quick because if it's not, I might be fainting. And there's Shontelle, a new female singer I guess. She's gorgeous even I don't know anything bout her. I just know one, "Imposibleeeee.." Hha after that, Taio Cruz!! Wippie, we're all shaked. He sang about 6-7 songs. I only know "Break your Heart", "Higher", and "Dynamite".
Thanks for my friends, Tasya and Mega and also Echa (Tasya's sist) because without them, I couldn't watch the concert. (My parents wouldn't allow me watch it alone by myself)
12 Maret 2011
Something called Miracle
I'm not a optimist one. Yes, I'm a pessimist. I never wanna try join the competition or anyone else. It's just not me. I don't like to be published. Hhe :)
But, I believe in miracle. I believe for something impossible. The last one, I believe in miracle like I believe in God cause with and for God, nothing is IMPOSSIBLE
But, I believe in miracle. I believe for something impossible. The last one, I believe in miracle like I believe in God cause with and for God, nothing is IMPOSSIBLE
09 Maret 2011
March already
A short time! It's March, already! Exactly, March 10th!! How's life going on until today?
Geez, I'm having a terrible headache now. It's started just this morning. Luckily, I go to school in the afternoon. But I'm so lazy you know (as usual). I hope this headache will be cured itself and as soon as possible
Btw, I've enrolled my self for SNMPTN Undangan. I know there's no possible way I will be accepted on since my score(s) are just average. But I believe in miracles. Never say never right?!
I think it's enough. I have to go hitting my bed again. It's a wrap!!
Geez, I'm having a terrible headache now. It's started just this morning. Luckily, I go to school in the afternoon. But I'm so lazy you know (as usual). I hope this headache will be cured itself and as soon as possible
Btw, I've enrolled my self for SNMPTN Undangan. I know there's no possible way I will be accepted on since my score(s) are just average. But I believe in miracles. Never say never right?!
I think it's enough. I have to go hitting my bed again. It's a wrap!!
17 Februari 2011
These kinda people
Yesterday I did Accounting Try Out. It's so freaking hot ya. I adore those people who can did it all as well. My balance sheet wasn't balance and this morning I knew the reason. Hha -__-"
And tomorrow is MYOB Try Out. I'm so not into for this lesson. But I hope I can do it. I'll try my best.
One week to UPK. I'm kinda scared but I know Jesus is blessing me. I shouldn't be afraid of anything.
And now, I have to go back and lay on my bed. Night yaa
And tomorrow is MYOB Try Out. I'm so not into for this lesson. But I hope I can do it. I'll try my best.
One week to UPK. I'm kinda scared but I know Jesus is blessing me. I shouldn't be afraid of anything.
And now, I have to go back and lay on my bed. Night yaa
11 Februari 2011
Busy day(s) in this week
I can tell u guys that this week is so full for me. There are so many tasks I have to do, both individual and group. 24 hours in a day isn't enough for me. Could we add more? Hha
If I may, I wanna share a story about me. It's about a guy. I call him "Unyu Boy"
Why I call him like that? Because his face is so cute ♥ A lit bit of arabian face. Hha. I saw him for the 1st time at my course, Ganesha Operation. But it seems that I won't ever meet him again. Is he just an illusion to me? Or another real? Who knows yaa
And next week, (perhaps) I'm going to do some photoshoot(s) for my school's yearbook. Hope it'll be doing great
Bye :)
If I may, I wanna share a story about me. It's about a guy. I call him "Unyu Boy"
Why I call him like that? Because his face is so cute ♥ A lit bit of arabian face. Hha. I saw him for the 1st time at my course, Ganesha Operation. But it seems that I won't ever meet him again. Is he just an illusion to me? Or another real? Who knows yaa
And next week, (perhaps) I'm going to do some photoshoot(s) for my school's yearbook. Hope it'll be doing great
Bye :)
29 Januari 2011
How's life going on?
I don't wanna write much in this time. I'm so lazy. I just need to say "I need time to be alone within my self. I don't need anyone to sit and stand beside me and say "I'm here for you". It's useless. Being free from this all madness is all I need."
I know I shouldn't say like this but I really want to say that I'm so dislike my brother. He's so provocator and he likes to talk the same things in many times. When he tried to talk to me, I were ignoring him and even being mad on him. Yeah, he's fucking one. But from that all, he's still my brother.
I know I shouldn't say like this but I really want to say that I'm so dislike my brother. He's so provocator and he likes to talk the same things in many times. When he tried to talk to me, I were ignoring him and even being mad on him. Yeah, he's fucking one. But from that all, he's still my brother.
10 Januari 2011
Decreasing My Playing Time
My eyes are so pity to having the owner like me. Previously, my right eye is min 0,5 and the left is min 0,75 but now, the right one is min 1,5 and the left one is min 2. I'm so sad for knowing that. I know I'm the only one should be wronged on in this situation. I didn't keep my body that God has created well. I broke it. Then I promise to keep my body and my self more than before.
PS : My mood for today is so not good. Some of my friends whose sit around me at class went to a university to join a seminar and they left me alone. Hha listened so pity, didn't? But I don't care at all. Then when I was on my way to get home, I met 2 friends and I came to them but it looked that I weren't welcoming. Hate it! When they need my help (in English subject), they'll show their fresh or pity face and beg me to help them but when they don't need me, they even assume I'm not around them. What a human!
08 Januari 2011
My Parent's Interrogatory
Oke, makin hari orang tua gw makin gencar nanyain jurusan yg akan gw pilih di univ nanti. And as you know, my answer is not changing, communication. Gw tau gw emang pemalu and seldom asking but I love this thing. Not so much but I have big interested in that one. And lagi2 bokap gw kayak mematahkan harapan gw utk kuliah di jurusan ini. Yg katanya entar susah dapet kerja lah, mesti berani lah, and many more I don't wanna hear. Dia selalu blg "mending akuntansi, dibutuhkan di semua perusahaan". Well, I've said to him that I don't want to continue my study for accounting. Dulu aja gw masuk di SMK jurusan akun jg gara2 disuruh bokap gw and yea, I'm in it now. Dan karena gw suka nonton drama korea, bokap gw jd nyuruh gw ngambil jurusan bahasa korea di UGM. Ya lumayanlah itu walopun sebenernya gw biasa aja.
And now, I'm dilemma. I'm always being asked by my parents where I'm going to go and I just keep silent 1000 languages. Lemme hear you choice, God :'(
And now, I'm dilemma. I'm always being asked by my parents where I'm going to go and I just keep silent 1000 languages. Lemme hear you choice, God :'(
05 Januari 2011
My Passion
Truly, I don't know either about my passion. I've thought many things about what I like and I don't like. I like writing but I don't like journalism as much. I like art, like design graphics or design communication visual but I think I'm not as creative as many people to create something new. Hha. I like mix and match costume on someone's body and glad to see people's reaction about my work but I don't too heart in designing costume a.k.a fashion designer. But do you know what? I'm studying accounting now. I took that major in Vocational High School. Something I'd never expected. I even swore in the past that I wouldn't ever take this sh*t thing, but God has his own plan for me. And nowadays, my parents take me to continue my school in the same major. Oh Jesus! I really dislike this subject! I always get bad score in my exams (not all exams). If I got the good one, I were sure that I copied my friend's. Hha. I'm always getting confused if I think about MY PASSION.
Ps: I'd be so grateful if I can work in a magazine companny. It must be fuuuuun!
Ps: I'd be so grateful if I can work in a magazine companny. It must be fuuuuun!
02 Januari 2011
Starting New Life
Hellooo guyssss, long time no see and it's 2011 already. First of all, Happy New Year all, wish in this new year we can be a better person than before. Ameeen :)
I was too busy a.k.a not at home from 28 December 2010 - 01 January 2011. I had retret from my school since 28-30 Dec then the next day, I went to Puncak w/ my big family from dad until 1st January. What a tired day, but I'm lovin it! Yeay :) and also I want to say "Get better soon, my lovely sweety Ruth Keiko Abigail Simanjuntak. You're so pity and you're still a little one. I wish the best for you. I want your smile back!"
We'll be back to school on 4th January. Hmmp, still lazy but have to keep spirit on. Passing the National Exam successfully and accepted at my favorite National University. Ameeeen for that!
I think it's enough. It's morning already. Oh ya, I think one of my "close" friends have changed since that activity. I love it but I'm kinda weird of that.
I was too busy a.k.a not at home from 28 December 2010 - 01 January 2011. I had retret from my school since 28-30 Dec then the next day, I went to Puncak w/ my big family from dad until 1st January. What a tired day, but I'm lovin it! Yeay :) and also I want to say "Get better soon, my lovely sweety Ruth Keiko Abigail Simanjuntak. You're so pity and you're still a little one. I wish the best for you. I want your smile back!"
We'll be back to school on 4th January. Hmmp, still lazy but have to keep spirit on. Passing the National Exam successfully and accepted at my favorite National University. Ameeeen for that!
I think it's enough. It's morning already. Oh ya, I think one of my "close" friends have changed since that activity. I love it but I'm kinda weird of that.
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