tangerang for the real

this is my 2nd entry for today
the last one for today
cause i will be tangerang soon.i will leave jogja soon
omg, i really miss that town. place where i have been raised.having friends.and feeling enjoy.
and now, i'm a college student. i have to leave the place where i feel like a heaven called home.leaving my parents.just both of them.they're old already.jujur gw ga tega ninggalin mereka :"( jujur ga mau pisah gw ama mereka :'( but life must go on. i can't always depend on my parents. i have to stand up on my own self.i know i can do it even i know it's HARD
and what i hope for now,moga2 ntar lingkungan yg baru ga ada hal2 aneh yg terlalu mencengangkan.moga2 gw bisa beradaptasi dengan baik.

living among the strangers

it's been a while ya
there are so many things i wanna tell and write
but i'm so lazy nowadays
then today i'm on my mood :D
as you know, i'm accepted at SNMPTN Tertulis in major Korean Language. i dunno whether i must be happy or not.since i'm my own self dunno what's my truly passion -___-" but i think this is my fate. continuing my dad in humanities faculty.sounds funny but yeah it's me LOL
i dunno whether i'm ready or not to living apart from my parents.from tangerang tercintaaah exactly.now i'm in jogja.in internet cafe.i'd been here since monday.and as what i see in these days, i'm still not into this city. a city called "kota pelajar" the foods and the atmosphere just make me like stranger (actually i'm really a stranger) and those around me just like weirdo strangers for me.
this morning, when i went to UGM for re-registration, i met some "seniors" and when they looked at me, some of them just like look down on me. who do you think you are?! what i can say is, they are just different 1 year than me but their appearance is just like bitchy to the hell
watch out your steps! you dunno who i am!i don't want to show off but let's see who will win!i hope i'll never meet them again for real!