Aku yang tidak mampu

Aku melakukan tindakan kepo terhadap orang yang (pernah) aku taksir.

Sepertinya dia sedang bersenang-senang dengan teman-temannya di gugusan pulau lain.

Sepertinya juga dia sedang memiliki orang yang dia sukai.

Antara penasaran dan tidak ingin penasaran dengan orang yang telah mengisi hatinya.

Tapi aku putuskan untuk tidak peduli saja. Alias berusaha untuk tidak peduli

Selamat untuk orang itu.

Dan selamat juga untuk diriku disini. Sungguh, aku ingin sekali bisa melupakanmu. Atau, adakah orang laiin yang mampu mengisi tempatmu di hatiku?

Oke lupakan lelaki itu, sekarang aku sedang ragu, apakah aku bisa menjejakkan kakiku di negeri ginseng itu? Apakah aku bisa mengikuti program itu? Hanya Tuhan yang tahu

Another ASDFGHJKL

Firstly thank God for everything that has happened in my life. I just cant get to say thank you enough.

So, today I was getting home from my aunt's home which is located in Depok. Such a long journey but luckily there's no traffic jam on the way. Just had to a lit bit tolerant for the bus. Sigh

Then, today, when I did "KEPO" for my ex-one sided-crush's twitter account, perhaps he just did some tour to the town initialed "P". He did it with his friends and juniors. What I took interesting that, one of his juniors perhaps falling in love with him? Because she wrote about the "transport that he takes of" on her twitter two times. Or maybe they're in relationship? Well, trying to not care of. Hehe. Then when I went out from my house, there's a "V" parked in front of my house. Hate this. Hate something that kind of related to him.
You know, I just made a nice quote that actually have been thinking a lot to me
"For falling in love with you, I don't wanna blame myself. I put it all on you. I blame on you. Because of what? Because I have been hurt enough for having this kind of one-sided love. It's really sad. And I don't wanna be sadder to know that it's me that "indirectly" rejected. You who does nothing on me, but why there's only you in my mind"

ASDFGHJKL

I dont know what to write about now
I have so many thoughts in my mind but I couldnt spell it one by one now
Im just happy to be able to forget that one of kinda suck guy
Then for being home, its also great :D
Also being grateful for the offer that I had been chosen
Then for everyone who has helped me too, just cant say thank you enough
For being accepted or not, I just let God decides the way
I just want to say congrats for my 25th parents day of wedding. Really its been long enough. So proud and happy for us, fam :)
Btw, Im a lit bit of peeved now. If I really want to know something then I will ask it directly to you, so you's guys better reply it without kind of winding one. Its just so annoyed.