my (lovely) brothaaa

i have one older bro.his name is similiar with me.hehe :D
i met him for the last time on last idul fitri.and now he's in tangerang.for some reasons.and 'll be going back to bdg tomorrow morning..
well, for ur info.abang gw itu pendiem.he doesnt talk too much.kepribadiannya itu mirip bokap gw.tapi dia ga terlalu pemarah kyk bokap gw hehe.kalo yg pemarah itu gue :P
gw kdg suka ngiri ama orang yg bisa ngobrol banyak ama abangnya.gw sendiri kdg terlalu awkward utk ngobrol ber2 ama abang gw.bukan krn gw benci ato apa looh.mgkn gw nya aja kali yg bermasalah ya~
my mom once said that my bro loves me.but his love and his attention dont seem so well. the way maybe hehe tp gw akuin kalo abang gw baek.
abang gw perhatian jg kok ama gw.kalo misalnya ada diskon di distro,dia beliin gw sweater ato kaos gt.terus kalo ada tas yg (menurut dia) bagus dia info gw tp minta duit ke gw (wkt itu dia lg kere)
baru2 ini jg pas ada diskon distro,dia ngasi tau gw trus minta uang gnti rugi gitu.gw sih sbnrnya mau2 aja ngasi cmn gw males ngirimnya itu loh hehe trus dia jg baru beli hard disk yg isinya 1000gb alias 1tb yg tadinya buat bokap gw tp jadinya dikasi ke gw.laptopnya jg mau dikasi ke gw krn dia lg ngerjain skripsi yg minjem kompie temennya.ahh gw jd terharu dehh.mungkin itu hal kecil but for me it seems so biiig
dan tentunya itu semua ga lepas dr campur tangan bokap gw jg ekkeke~
well semuanya itu membuat gw jd lebih kangen lg ama rumah gw.ama keluarga gw...

this new drama life

i still dont know anything about korean language. i just remember few words and dont know how it can be arranged .__.
oke ga tau siapa yg mule duluan ya di kelas gw itu kenapa nama gw yg cmn ARIN ditambahin huruf I jadi ARINI.meeen, nama sinetron abis ye wkakak.malah  kalo nyebut nama  gw pake act lebai kyk sinetron2 gt lagi.astajim gw mah haha xD tp seru sih ngakak2 aja gw mah :P
aduuh gw lg tertarik ama salah 1 senior nih.buka jurusan gw tp msh 1 fakultas dan gw dah be2rapa kali sih ngeliat dia.ga tau deh dia nyadar eksistensi gw apa engga wkaka.pdhl mukanya mah ga cakep2 amat cmn entah kenapa menarik aja gitchuu hehe.mau add fb nya tapi malyuuu x"D kaaaak kenalan yuuuk kakaaaknyaa

it's the same thing, babyy

it's my birthday today.i've been 18 since today.thank God for everything He has done to me. what a great life for me yea~
well, i'm such a big dreamer.big imaginer.how can things in my mind happen in the real life?get a life, arin!don't dream too much yeah~
that friend, whom i ever told in a blog too.she congrats me.by sms,twitter and facebook.well, i'm happy enough since i dunno whether she still remembers me or not.then i tell her about my complaint about her.such not a big deal.then suddenly it becomes bigger..
i wrote such a satire bout her on my twitter.it's undirect satire. i just tell to my followers bout my feelings.is it wrong?! it's my twitter anyway..whether you like it or not it's up to you.. "oke gw emang nyindir lo lewat twitter gw tapi terus napa?!gw cmn nyampein perasaan gw doang kaleee.emang gw ga bole kesel?!"
dan malam ini dia nulis status di facebook "masih jaman ya nyindir orang lewat status di jejaring sosial -____-" ya masihlah.. selama jejaring sosial itu ada maka selama itu pula orang akan bebas mengekspresikan perasaannya..kayak ga perna aja lo kesel!
well, gw kira kyknya bakalan susa buat gw utk get along well ama dia lg.gw ama dia udah too far away gitu.well, friendship doesnt base on how long you get along yeaa~

my promise(s)

well,it's my last night being as a 17 girl.tomorrow, i 'll be 18 years old.i dont know whether i must be happy or not.haha :/
it's my 1st time celebrating my birthday without my parents.i miss them so much now.i wanna see them so bad.i wanna celebrate my new age with them.i wanna get hugs from them both.i miss their touchings."maaa, paaaak, arin kangen ama kalian.. bisa ga arin ngeliat kalian scr langsung di hari ultah arin besok.." then i know it's impossibleee...
dulu gw perna buat janji.bukan janji sih semacam permintaan gitu.gw minta ama Tuhan buat manjangin umur ke2 orang tua gw.gw tau itu permintaan semua anak di muka bumi ini.tapi, gw minta ama Tuhan, setidaknya biarkan ke2 orang gw tetep ada di samping gw nemenin gw ampe umur gw 18 taun.gw ga tau knp gw pny permintaan itu.absurd bgt -__- yah pastinya gw mah pengen orang tua gw hidup selama mungkin di dunia ini (amiiin)
mungkin krn orang tua gw dah tua jg jd gw ga berharap yg muluk2 lah.asal mereka sehat selalu itu dah cukup.dan besok umur gw 18 taun.sesuai janji gw waktu  kecil dulu.dan sekarang gw pengen buat janji lagi sama Tuhan.. Tuhan biarkan kedua org tua arin ngeliat arin lulu dr UGM dgn hasil yg memuaskan..itu aja dulu sekarang :D
intinya gw sekarang kangen bgt ama ortu gw ;___;

how does it feel

do you know how does it feel when you're being ignored by one of the-person-you-think-that-she-is-your-best.well i'm feeling it now.and it makes me hurt when she cares to another friend but not you.she even says happy birthday to that friends on radion.she takes picts with the paper on her hand and on that paper there's writing "happy birthday".in the other hand she even doesnt text me or call me or somekind else.yes, she's fucking asshole for me now.i just wanna remove her from everything in my life.facebook,twitter,or contact on the phone though.you may think i'm the baddest friend on the earth.well,i'm not the one who started it.don't make a war with me.i can be worse than your shit thought.if you think " why not im starting the conversation between us" well i'd done it.and im freaking tired to do the same thing again and again and it'll be so endless maybe..

best place in the world = HOME

well,gw boong banget kalo bilang "gw ga kangen rumah"
jujur gw kangen bgt ama rumah gw.ama bonyok gw.pokoknya semua yg di tangerang deh :/
dan gw pengen banget yg namanya going home aka PULANG
tadinya gw mw pulang awal nov ini, pas abis korean day gt soalnya temen gw yg dr jkt blg dy mau pulang eh tapi dy blg dy bingung jd pulang apa engga trus tdnya gw dah positif tuh mau plg sndri aja tp stlh gw pikir2 lg kyknya gw urungin niat gw itu deh.sayang duitnya gw pikir hehe.
tp itu bkn berarti gw ga mau pulang ya!bonyok gw dah ngedukung gw plg ke rumah walopun cmn 2/3 hari but it seems that i'll just spend my time in the way home.susah deh ngejelasinnya...
td tb2 aja bokapnya temen gw ada di kostan kita gt.dy bingung.apalagi gw haha.dan hal seperti itu makin membuat gw kangen bonyok gw.setiap mikirin mereka gw pasti mau nangis deh rasanya
mom..dad..freaking miss you so much so bad so yayaya <3

this hectic day

well im such a busy one nowadays.go back to bsr when 08.00PM or more.its fucking tired and not fun at all.haha.as you may know, im doing salmunori now.it's such an activity from my department.salmunori is traditional music instrument from korea.i didnt even remember how could i join this one.hehe.maybe because one of my senior..
kira2 gw pengen ikut UKM apa ya..gw pengen bgt nyoba yg berbau2 jurnalis gt tp males ngerjain tugasnya haha..gw jg takut keteteran gt kuliahnya..apalagi ini kan 1 universitas, bisa2 entar ngumpul di kedokteran/teknik pula -___-"
well for ur info, im fucking tired now..really!i wanna sleep now..going to pursue my dreams in sleep sounds better than in real life yeaa haha :p

outta from here

LET ME JUST GET OUTTA FROM THIS PLACE. FROM THESE PEOPLE.  FROM THESE STRANGERS. I MISS MY HOME. I MISS MY PARENTS. MAYBE I WONT FEEL GREAT IN MY HOME BUT OF COURSE I WILL FEEL BETTER. PLEASE. JUST FOR A WHILE I WANNA STAY IN MY HOME...

MAKRAB 2011 and KOREAN DAY

well now just forget bout that old friend.if she dont wanna contact me anymore then OK.i wont sad or think it too deep.just chill and relax.my new friends are good too.like they welcome me and i welcome them too ekeke~
gw ikut kyk excul alat musik korea gt namanya samulnori hehe.dan alat musik yg gw pegang susah boo~ tangan kanan kirinya mst ikut goyang dan gw msh belum terbiasa hehe.dan entah kenapa dentungan yg gw ama temen2 gw maenin beda ama dentungan yg dimainin ama kaka2nya.masih amatir bgt nih kita (ya iyalah namanya jg baru 2x latian.mw ngarepin paan sih lo, soenbae tercintaa??)
sumpa seonbae2 tercinta kita ini ribet bgt ya.makrab aja ampe ada tugas dan bawa brg2 aneh segala.ppsmb aja kaga aneh2 cuy!!mau bales dendam ya?haha dah ga jaman lg :p udh disuru bikin yel2 ama performance per klmpok trus per prgrm studi, D3+S1 jg mst ada performance lg.walaah yg 1 aja blm kelar mba2nya -__- denger2 native korea yg bljr di INCULS jg pd dateng.eh buseeet.malu bgt dah gw ini mah.mau taro dimana muka gw wooy?!malah entar gw jg main samul lg.gw kan mainnya masih blm bener.well blame it to the seniors!!
KOREAN DAY is just counting the days. 26 days left.totally creepy.time goes so fast yea.and i think were not ready yet.terlalu terburu2.beda 2-3 mingguan doang ama makrab.tp moga2 berjalan lancar dah ya.and for ur info, im totally excited for this event.yiipiiie :)) come ya to Korean Day UGM 2011 :)

the quality of the friendship

well now i know that time doesnt decide bout the quality of the friendship.
actually me,my self dont know the meaning of friendship exactly.i have friends.i dont know it can be counted as many ones or not.ive close friends yea but i cant call them best friends.yea we're quite close but mmh still cant called best yea :)
just call her AE.shes in the same univ w me.but different program and major.shes in the same high school as me.ive been known her snce long time ago,snce were in age 4.but in that age we're not close already -__-
i dont know why but i feel she wanna lost contact w/ me.i'd contacted her by message but she didnt reply it.its ok if she didnt have pulse but what i was dissapointed was she replied another friends's tweet by phone.what was that meaning?she dont wanna be friends w/ me anymore?she wanna find more friends and get a new life and forget me?
well its her choice anymore.i cant force anythin to her.but yea its totally pissing me off if she really ignores me to get new friends.its just like i disturb her life.her new life.well i have new life too here for ur info.too many things to handle.ive been in a community too.ive many assignments too.dont just think that only you're the only one whom is busy one.kinda crappy.for ur info, actually when i heard she join the same univ with me i was like "WTF" i want my new life w/out the same person even its just 1.but luckily she join the different program.thank God for that
ill just play then same games as you play.ill do the same thing as you do to me.dont blame me if i ignore u.dont complain anything bout ur old friend in frnt of me anymore.i've been fed up w/ those poky things.i still consider u as my friend till now.be grateful to that, shitty!