thank God as always

well, i got that scholarship.the one from korindi.akhirnya perjuangan bolak-balik gw ga sia2 juga haha.ya walaupun ga banyak2 bgt sih tp gw bersyukur aja soalnya gw gitu yg terpilih di antara teman2 gw yg belom dapet beasiswa apapun haha.so i think i wont spend that amount of money for a time.
gw gatau kenapa gw tiba2 bisa tertarik lg ama tuh mr.abcde haha.setelah sekian lamanya gw ga ngeliat dia dan akhir2 ini gw malah suka "bayangin" dia dan "liat" dia jg,well mungkin benih2 kekaguman itu muncul lg.haha :)) yaudahlah biarin aja gw males bahas tentang cowo.cuman bisa ada di bayangan aja kali ya tuh :p

Hanya mengagumi

so i think i really need a boyfriend rite now.i mean why nowadays my life being so lonely even im in a crowd with some friends.haha it's so funny.well i have no idea whom i'll be dating later on.i mean i have never been on date bfore :p
but for now, i do admiring a guy.i mean we've never been talking before but he seems so friendly.but i think he's type of a casanova one.well, i have another "guy" i mean, myabe i like him for no reasons.haha.well just see it then :)

my complicated parents

so now i wont talk bout my parents problems..
i just want to share a lit bit of my feelings
dear god,i know im not a good daughter for my parents nd especially for u
i dont go to church often.i dont always do pray.i just remember u when trouble comes.yes im such a suck one.. i know i seldom pray for others.i just always remember myself.
but now i want to pray for all of the people whom i love and also for everyone on this earth.bless us to be your more lovable children.to be as the same as you want.
and the last one, please bless my family more.dont make someone leave from it.dad mom and bro, i love you :)