living among the strangers

it's been a while ya
there are so many things i wanna tell and write
but i'm so lazy nowadays
then today i'm on my mood :D
as you know, i'm accepted at SNMPTN Tertulis in major Korean Language. i dunno whether i must be happy or not.since i'm my own self dunno what's my truly passion -___-" but i think this is my fate. continuing my dad in humanities faculty.sounds funny but yeah it's me LOL
i dunno whether i'm ready or not to living apart from my parents.from tangerang tercintaaah exactly.now i'm in jogja.in internet cafe.i'd been here since monday.and as what i see in these days, i'm still not into this city. a city called "kota pelajar" the foods and the atmosphere just make me like stranger (actually i'm really a stranger) and those around me just like weirdo strangers for me.
this morning, when i went to UGM for re-registration, i met some "seniors" and when they looked at me, some of them just like look down on me. who do you think you are?! what i can say is, they are just different 1 year than me but their appearance is just like bitchy to the hell
watch out your steps! you dunno who i am!i don't want to show off but let's see who will win!i hope i'll never meet them again for real!