I'm lack of

I'm lack of staying focus on what I'm really keen in. I don't know why it has to be so hard. There are many things that make me forget on what I really have to fight for. And it's so suck ya.
Like now, I'm so interested in BIG BANG. Dunno since when. But I think their songs are really easy-listening. And what more make me so frustrated that I'm also interested in the MEMBERS. Seungri and G Dragon. Oh shit yeah :( And know what?! My dad's birthday is as same as HIM. And this afternoon, I even dreamed him. What a WRAP one!
What I wish now, is just I can forget about the those IDOLS whom (might) I'll never meet but someday I wish I can meet them too -___-" (what a heck one). Music is absolutely needed in my life so don't tell me about "don't sing and listen to their songs!"
But yea, as you may know, I'm a type of person who gets bored easily. Let's see, how long I'll remember these persons and maybe the songs! Haha

Less than 3 weeks, I'll be leaving this town. So saaaad :"(