it's about how you see it

it's not a big deal for me but then why you make it so big ...
this story isn't about me but i'm included yea~
i dont satirize my friends or what, i just wonder.for your info, i'm a big dreamer or you can call it a big imaginer
we're just being together for some months, but then so many stories made among us. we've known some of our true colors. well, can i say it colors?it's called personality i think.we're not the same as others so why you complain.why you talk it like it's a big deal.once again, i'm not satirizing anyone in this world yea~
i dont know about my friend's opinion bout me.you can think anything bout me.it's ur choice.then i have my own opinion bout myself that you guys dont need to know.i have my own life too ekeke~ some people may think i'm a funny person,or cablak or muka datar or muka jutek or whatever dah tp lg2 semuanya itu ada di tangan lo semua mau mikir gw kyk gimana.gw ga bakalan peduli.kenapa?krn gw hidup buat diri gw sendiri.it seems selfish but then kenapa kita hrs ribut ngurusin orang lain sementara ngurus diri sendiri aja kita belom bener?~
judging a person doesn't define who they are it defines who you are. well it's so true.seperti gw blg td, balik lagi ke diri masing2 gimana lo ngadepin semua yg terjadi dalem hidup lo.lo nganggep itu masalah tp sebagian orang nganggep itu challenge.dari situ aja dah keliatan kan?
about me.i dont know how to describe myself as well.kalo disuru cerita tntg kepribadian gw scr khusus gt gw sendiri jg bakalan bingung.gw bkn orang yg ramah terhadap org baru.gw pengen baca situasi dulu br gw bs mutusin sikap apa yg hrs gw ambil.it's about first opinion ya guys.gw bkn org yg religius.itu gw akuin.tp gw percaya bgt ama iman yg gw miliki.gw yakin Tuhan pst selalu beserta gw.senang atopun sedih.Dia punya jalannya sendiri utk hidup gw.yg kedua,gw bkn org yg rajin.rajin belajar?it's not GUE BANGET. gw sendiri jg ga ngerti napa gw bisa masuk UGM yg mer.univ bergengsi di Indo.Jalan Tuhan pastinya :) yg ke3,muka gw emang begini jd mau diapain ya tetep aja gini.gw berusaha utk senyum senatural mgkn tp mgkn ga keliatan bagi lo2 semua.kadang gw bingung gw hrs senyum kyk gimana ya biar semuanya tau kalo gw tuh SENYUM.
and the last one but not the least,gw msh belom yakin ama jalan yg gw pilih.well,you guys pst tau itu kok.jalan yg gw pilih ini bkn jalan yg gw pengen bgt walopun gw suka.but my dad seemed doesnt agree with me in that time.dan akhirnya sampailah gw di jalan ini.berarti ini emg dah jalan Tuhan kali ya.tp jujur gw msh belum yakin.gw mgkn bakalan nyoba "jalan" lain di taun depan.well i dunno yaa~