Damnieeey

Damn for this shitty pain. I think I'll have my period time. I really don't like it. So freaking MUCH. That gives me so much pain that sometimes I can't hold.
Ok, so there are 2 days left before the end of 2011. What a fast one. Didn't realize that time's walking so fast. And we'll face 2012. People usually have some kind of resolution. But not for me. I'm not one of those persons. I just wanna live my life whatever it takes. I have dreams of course. But it's still unsure. Yeaa
Ok, now I feel so suck ya. Don't know why. It's rainy here. Just like my feeling. So blue. I think, one of my friend's so annoyed with me. I just made her waiting and fucking in her eyes pain. Sorry. I didn't mean it. I just regretted some of my mistakes. I just should back home soon. I just should hold my hungryness. After thinking about it again, well, my stomach isn't that hungry. Stupid me. Now, I feel guilty to her. How to react with her tomorrow? Facing her or talking with her? Well, just stay cool, rin. Just like you normally do
Ok, then my mood isn't so good now. My dad called me and I kinda like fee annoyed so He just turn it off. Sorry dad, didn't mean it. Really. I just wanna being home so soon yea. Feeling so lonely here. Damn, I think I don't wanna back to Jogja again. Stuck in Tangerang, pleaaasee.