Christmas Eve

so today is christmas eve already?time flies really fast yeah :)
tonight i'll be going to church and also attending my church's christmas celebration.well,kinda excited or not :/
but im just happy to celebrate this time's christmas w/ my fam.even in this morning,there's a small kind of misunderstanding w/ my bro.well, i dont know if i ever had a "good" time or conversation w/ him.whatever i did with him, it would such have a bad ending.sometimes i just think "why is it so hard to keep a good connection w/ him?" yes i know hes my brotha.hes the one who gives my monthly allowance yes i know hes such a good bro.but yeah, our way of thinking perhaps kind of different :/
i just hope that someday i could make a good connection w/ him.ameeen :D
and about todays christmas eve and tomorrows christmas,i wanna do sumthing special to someone whom i admire with.i'll tweet him yeaaah :))