I feel better alone

so its almost a month ive been in korea
some people asked me about living in korea.and i just answered simply "for now it's okay".cause i dont know what's more to answer :/
you know living in other country that you still feel strange around isnt easy, right?
ive enjoyed some things that ive never done before.
ive seen some new people from other countries too
and ive also been missing so much things in my life
i miss my parents my family and my friends
i also miss how life used to be.i miss the memories :"(

the friend that id been telling in the previous one, sometimes shes just nice and the other thing,shes just really annoying.like this afternoon.is it wrong that some korean person told that i have some unique expressions and you were laughing at it like kind of satire one.do you really think know who am i for really?you know sometimes its just too hard to talk simple to you because you didnt response w/ a really nice one and im kind of tired for it.and sometimes i just want to tape your mouth tightly so you wont comment anything about me because yes, you dont know who i am for real.and if i tell my mom bout this one, i think she will just tell me to more patient or endure it and have a good relationship w/ her.ya im doing it for now.and if she tells to tell straight to her,it will be awkward for me too,because some kind of personality that i have.haha~

and this morning i suddenly cried on my bed.i think i just had a bad dream about my mom, like having a fight with my mom then when i wake up, i think about the package that hasnt been arrived rightly.i really want to hold that package right now :( i think if i hold it now, i will feel some of my moms hand :(

i dont know if living in korea turns me into the crybaby like this.i think i have too much crying days than before.actually i really want to go home in the summer but i know that my family finance isnt really great and also because i want to have some trips to some places.hehe.

i think i just have too many thoughts in my mind that should be turned to the thought of studying rite.oya, and i have a roommate too.a korean typical girl.i think i feel better alone.really its more comfortable.haha~