the quality of the friendship

well now i know that time doesnt decide bout the quality of the friendship.
actually me,my self dont know the meaning of friendship exactly.i have friends.i dont know it can be counted as many ones or not.ive close friends yea but i cant call them best friends.yea we're quite close but mmh still cant called best yea :)
just call her AE.shes in the same univ w me.but different program and major.shes in the same high school as me.ive been known her snce long time ago,snce were in age 4.but in that age we're not close already -__-
i dont know why but i feel she wanna lost contact w/ me.i'd contacted her by message but she didnt reply it.its ok if she didnt have pulse but what i was dissapointed was she replied another friends's tweet by phone.what was that meaning?she dont wanna be friends w/ me anymore?she wanna find more friends and get a new life and forget me?
well its her choice anymore.i cant force anythin to her.but yea its totally pissing me off if she really ignores me to get new friends.its just like i disturb her life.her new life.well i have new life too here for ur info.too many things to handle.ive been in a community too.ive many assignments too.dont just think that only you're the only one whom is busy one.kinda crappy.for ur info, actually when i heard she join the same univ with me i was like "WTF" i want my new life w/out the same person even its just 1.but luckily she join the different program.thank God for that
ill just play then same games as you play.ill do the same thing as you do to me.dont blame me if i ignore u.dont complain anything bout ur old friend in frnt of me anymore.i've been fed up w/ those poky things.i still consider u as my friend till now.be grateful to that, shitty!