how does it feel

do you know how does it feel when you're being ignored by one of the-person-you-think-that-she-is-your-best.well i'm feeling it now.and it makes me hurt when she cares to another friend but not you.she even says happy birthday to that friends on radion.she takes picts with the paper on her hand and on that paper there's writing "happy birthday".in the other hand she even doesnt text me or call me or somekind else.yes, she's fucking asshole for me now.i just wanna remove her from everything in my life.facebook,twitter,or contact on the phone though.you may think i'm the baddest friend on the earth.well,i'm not the one who started it.don't make a war with me.i can be worse than your shit thought.if you think " why not im starting the conversation between us" well i'd done it.and im freaking tired to do the same thing again and again and it'll be so endless maybe..